i've been in full reclusive hiding as winter comes to a close, even as a sun allergic vampire i welcome the spring days & sunshine, birds on my back deck & the sense of 'normalcy' i keep trying to convince my overwhelmed nervous system is real, is it?
i realize i am now as agoraphobic as ever, & i have medical stuff i need to do which is my worst fear & avoidance, so i try constantly to stay distracted, in eso, losing my mind perhaps like at the end of the youtube above?
alice tries to help, but she is quite insane herself..
i recently added some cool new items to my ghostcloset so i'll come back & add some spring antifashion update shorts here once i can..
updated: ok so here we go, kicking it off with nightmare before xmas & cool cargo pants with black butterlies & lots of pockets!
then my old standby, eeyore ;)
linus & the great pumpkin in my retro kitchen :)
i gotta say i need more fallout these days!
alice in the playroom, wish i hadn't cried so much (i can relate..)
& a little extra i have tucked in the ghostcloset for cold days ahead..
i've also now amassed quite the digital library thanks to internet archive, free pdfs & music, videos & nostalgia, all a booknerd could ask for, i search for something new each time & wind up falling down some endless rabbithole of cool discoveries.. i've posted about it at the lost & found toy blog too..
the world is too scary for me anymore, i wake up in a ptsd dreadstate every morning.. not sure what else to do?
more in the comments to follow as usual..
bren