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  • ghost's top eleven rpg's:
    #1 ~ down the rabbit hole... "here's a riddle.. when is a croquet mallet like a billy club? ..i'll tell you... whenever you want it to be..." cheshire cat to alice (american mcgee's alice: the original) this game is my favorite above all others...
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    thank you thank you mr mcgee for alice madness returns!!! (with the original i still rate these the best!)

  • #2 is primal, especially the wraith world where i felt right at home.. what a relief to play a strong female for a change, and with scree the gargoyle at my side... loved this game and want more!!!

  • #3 is fable/fable:lost chapters/fable 2.. get lost in this incredible world and determine your own fate... good or evil.. or somewhere in between... fable 3 is out!!!

  • #4 city of lost children.. based on the french movie of the same name.. you are miette, an orphan, use your thieving and sneaking skills to free the childrens' souls from the evil inventor who is stealing their dreams...

  • tied at #4 the kingdom hearts games (2).. disney meets final fantasy! play in disney worlds alongside jack skellington in halloweentown, jack sparrow in the caribbean or alice at the mad tea party..

  • #5 is van helsing.. if you liked the movie, play this gothic masterpiece and face werewolves, the frankenstein monster, mr hyde and count dracula himself...

  • #6 are all of the lord of the rings games, which are all worth mastering, including the hobbit game.. (watch out for the spiders!)
    & the old classic snes lord of the rings.. (another good old favorite.. i spent forever lost in the barrow downs...)

  • #7 are all the ultima games.. my favorites were 'quest of the avatar' and 'the false prophet'.. but if you like the classics try out 'black gate' and 'exodus' and the other oldies..

  • #8 is the original nes game shadowgate.. the one that turned me into an rpg junkie in the first place all those years ago.. hunched over my controller in the dark in my camper in the middle of the night.. still a classic...

  • #9 is final fantasy, but i'm an old time gamer, so i mean the original final fantasy games on nes/snes like 1, 2, 3 + mystic quest.. still the best even without the graphics of the newer games...

  • #10 is lemony snickett's series of unfortunate events.. ok, so this game is not terribly hard..
    (i was able to complete it even while fairly intoxicated..) it is still creative and fun if you enjoyed the movie, which i did...

  • i needed a #11 on my list for all the honorable mentions.. unforgettable games like wizardry, king arthur's world, tombs & treasures, deja vu, faxanadu, the immortal, breath of fire and the dragon warrior games.. also baldur's gate, the ren & stimpy games that wrecked my nerves, zombies ate my neighbors, fester's quest, maniac mansion!!! ...gasp... too many to remember... aargghh! all those years spent in the dark deep in some labyrinth scribbling cryptic notes and maps.. is that what is was that made me mad? or did they save me from madness...? the world may never know.. (p.s. i never made it without biting..)

  • !X! a bonus: i absolutely approve of the gamecube's eternal darkness: sanity's requiem.. lovecraftian & hallucinogenic.. i dare you!

  • the post-apocalyptic fallout games, F3, new vegas & F4 coming soon!

  • dante's inferno ~ go to hell!

  • gothic victorian lovecraftian bloodshed :D bloodborne!

  • i highly approve of the other from software games besides bloodborne, demon's souls & dark souls 1, 2 & 3.. not for the faint of heart, gotta get good for these!
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  • ok i need a whole section just for elder scrolls~oblivion 'cause i'm playing it and loving it way too much right now.. i am so beautifully lost here living as a vampire & i'm never coming back.
    later ~ 430 hours of gameplay all as a vampire & now i'm stuck in limbo in the deadly glitch.. noooo!!
    update: i'm on the methadone of rpgs for my oblivion withdrawls, it's predecessor morrowind ~ the game of the year edition.. these are now my All-Time favorite rpgs, above all others..
    NEW ELDER SCROLLS!!
    SKYRIM!! 11/11/11!! DAWNGUARD DLC!!
    & more dlc to come!
    the awful tyranny of the sun shall end..

  • come into oblivion with me & tour my homes.. (note: vampirism has changed my appearance & my invisibility is due to stealth..)

  • so many ways to die..

  • realms of madness..

  • a friend in highcross town..

  • bonus morrowind footage..

  • welcome to skyrim..
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ghost closet antifashion

2021 ghost closet antifashion

antifashion in the time of coronavirus! ~

2021 ghost closet bren ghost

or subtitle 'yeah this is how bored i got' ~

2021 ghost closet madness

so 2 years ago in march i posted my 'vault forever, surface never' post here ~

2022 ghost closet sad ghost club

when i decided to have fun with my ghost closet antifashion t-shirts & 'no boring socks' collections ;) ~

Ghost closet antifashion no boring socks

as a vintage kid i have an extensive collection of retro & vintage clothing & wanted to bring it out & have some fun ~

Ghost closet antifashion alice in wonderland

so i ran a series of posts over at the lost & found toy blog accordingly ~

Ghost closet antifashion emily the strange

with a bunch of unlisted youtube shorts included for your enjoyment & amusement :D ~

Ghost closet gumby tshirts

starting with t-shirts of course & pants with lots of pockets ~

Ghost closet elliott smith tshirts

& ending with a lengthy 'no boring socks' finale! ~

Ghost closet antifashion vintage inner kid

since then i've added updates, so here is the complete finished list of posts, the ghost closet in all of its glory, complete with mysterious toys & my assistant, alice <3 ~

50 something emily the strange?

radioheadhead

everything alice

my music

ghost gallery art

skeletons in my closet

antifashion retro

johnny depp

vintage kids

nightmare before xmas

no boring socks!

antifashion update

more emily strange

kitty socks sunday with alice <3

closet skeleton

sad ghost club & bad kitties

nightmare before xmas update

more strange stuff

emu!

fred rogers

even more emily strange

radiohead & stickers

starry night boots

so happy throwback thursday! continued in the comments as always..

2023 ghost closet mysterious toys

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Note: if the audio does not play on this & other albums please go directly to the ghost gallery or photo album page links in the header, the audio plays perfectly at my website :)

a handful of applecores a mouthful of razorblades

  • i am friendly ~ but i have edges..
  • seeing is deceiving..
  • $@x!^&*#%!/
  • love bites.
  • life sucks.
  • "but i don't want to go among mad people" Alice remarked.
    "oh, you can't help that," said the Cat:
    "we're all mad here.
    i'm mad. you're mad."
    "how do you know i'm mad?" said Alice.
    "you must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
    Alice didn't think that proved it at all;
    however, she went on "and how do you know that you're mad?"
    "to begin with," said the Cat, "a dog's not mad. you grant that?"
    "i suppose so," said Alice.
    "well, then," the Cat went on, "you see, a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased.
    Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad.."
  • but why is the rum gone?!
  • ***triggering!! don't look!!!*** (you looked..)
  • beezorch daddy-o! go! kitty, go!
  • ffft! hiss! spit! rah! kill! maim!
  • crank up your speakers!!

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  • ghost closet antifashion
    ghost closet antifashion
    antifashion in the time of coronavirus! ~ or subtitle 'yeah this is how bored i got' ~ so 2 years ago in march i posted my 'vault forever, surface never' post here ~ when i decided to have fun with...
  • the pittypats
    the pittypats
    i've been thinking about my pittypat girls alot lately <3 maybe because it's freezing & i miss sleeping with them all around me at night? so i thought i'd share their story here ~ it all started with tiny tabitha...
  • winter winds
    winter winds
    winter winds continue here, along with a wintry mix of rain & slush & cold.. as the year winds down to the end i can't help but have more & more thoughts of my sister.. on new year's eve it'll...
  • scary merry xmas!
    scary merry xmas!
    here we are already counting down the last days till xmas, it feels as if winter is breezing by too fast? perhaps due to my many stresses these days? we have all survived having our new roof & gutters installed,...
  • more things behind the sun..
    more things behind the sun..
    halloween is in only a couple weeks, but we've still had persistent high temps breaking records & pissing off us vampires, they call it 'augtober' :( i'm still working on my upcoming halloween party dollscape, with alice's (Not.) help.. making...
  • snowballinhell
    snowballinhell
    once upon a time 16 years or so ago, i started this blog. i was a regular at the popular elliott smith fan forum called sweetaddy & took the name from one of his song lyrics, in fact my posts...
  • the oldest house has many doors
    the oldest house has many doors
    i love houses ~ as an infj i have long realized i have a special sensitivity to things like old toys that feel well loved & have such a good energy about them ~ i also get the same feeling...
  • afterthoughts
    afterthoughts
    i mentioned how i thought i'd write another book, of short stories this time, called 'the toyroom'.. some notes so far: the lost toys in the stillness of the neglected closet, a small sound in the darkness breaks the long...
  • wanderer
    wanderer
    well it's june but still mercifully raining off & on, no summer yet.. sorry, but we're vampires here & detest the blazing sun & heat, a little light is ok, but i'll take the dark & a/c till autumn rolls...
  • my books
    my books
    through the years i've enjoyed making artbooks through shutterfly, among other cool personalized items.. the rows of never opened doors, the abstracts.. of course one devoted to my toyroom i posted about at the lost & found toy blog here...
  • the ghost gallery
    the ghost gallery
    this old painting i did decades ago now hangs in my room beneath a shelf of plush lions, tigers & bears.. it's an inner child themed storybook style watercolor called 'escape' based on a grand dream from childhood in which...
  • muchness!
    muchness!
    ok so it's official after just 3 months of kitty therapy i have gained 5 lbs :) & alice is just under 10 lbs now herself! little alice in wonderland after 2 solid years cursed at 111 lbs this seems...
  • collector
    collector
    so recently i was chatting with a fellow gumby friend about our boredshopping weakness as of late.. i've worried & felt guilty about it because for one thing i refuse to pay for shipping when i can get stickers instead....
  • 2022
    2022
    (or the great depression part 2?) on a good note, little alice is such a blessing, she seemed to bond to each of us instantly like we've known her all along, & we suspect she might be our sabrina felina...
  • held by sleep
    held by sleep
    well we're almost to 2022.. so the approaching holiday is a sad anniversary, 7 years ago my sister had a heart attack on new year's eve & was discovered on the bathroom floor of her board & care home for...
  • winter welcome
    winter welcome
    i love books, so once upon a time i wondered if i should be a librarian? i've been working on my library inventory.. let me just say this, books are Heavy. wish i were out photoing autumn trees & leaves...
  • another monday
    another monday
    good morning.. yeah sure. so as i recover from my latest migraine i've decided i need further escape from my now traumatized ocd infj nervous system, & what better place than in the post-apocalyptic wasteland after the nuclear war &...
  • down the rabbithole
    down the rabbithole
    any other vintage gothkids or vampire introverts with time to kill? it's alice week over at the lost & found : my other blog we're halfway through with recarpeting our upstairs since we've had to break the job up to...
  • summer is over.
    summer is over.
    so summer is over. have you done your halloween decorating yet? we have.. i've been pulling skeletons out of my closet & hanging them around the house where we can enjoy them glowing at night.. not going out for our...
  • there's no place like home
    there's no place like home
    i've said it before, vampires don't do summer. so we survived the freakish heat event here that broke all time heat records at 118. & now my mysterious monster of a husband is home recovering from surgery to remove his...

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