good morning..
yeah sure.
so as i recover from my latest migraine i've decided i need further escape from my now traumatized ocd infj nervous system, & what better place than in the post-apocalyptic wasteland after the nuclear war & 'end of the world'..? yes, this is where i will venture once again, it has been years since i last lived there, back in fallout 4 i converted an old drive-in theater into my home compound & made it a kitty sanctuary, surrounded by walls & defenses to keep all my tabbies safe & happy, & i even set up the lost & found toy shop in an old pharmacy building in the commonwealth wasteland..
happy times..
in my old ghost closet post from last year i can even be seen wearing my old fallout t-shirt here:
well, this time i'm headed into fallout76, into my own private world, alone, my sweet boopy who use to always be right by my side there will i'm sure be with me in spirit ;) yep, this time i'm known as bren, mother of cats..
i am older, perhaps more pitiable, but my character still resembles american mcgee's alice from the original pc game & madness returns, as well as miss ives, my chosen persona from penny dreadful, that i've used numerous times over the years to attend twitter #disasterdinnerparty events, usually from my own padded cell in a comfy straightjacket.. i forever relate to miss ives, especially in the penny dreadful season 3 premiere episode 'tennyson has died'..
i am heading out of the vault as rations are gone, we are each on our own now..
if i survive i will update in the comments as always..
p.s. after a few emergency sessions with my old therapist from socal via zoom, i've been trying to take care of myself mentally & physically best i can despite ongoing difficulty eating.. at my last zoom dr's appt my primary care dr told me when you find a good therapist like that you keep them in your back pocket & pull them out when you really need them.. lol. i'm doing just that, it helps just knowing she's there available to talk to if i need her :) - thanks licia
