snowcave

i'm digging into my snowcave early this year, & will continue pouring my art therapy here through the winter: snowcave album (sound up)

out & about: silver falls
autumn mix album

journal pages: ghost blog snowcave
terror build-up

oh yeah, happy halloween.
innsmouth house
the making of innsmouth house

i'll probably be around here, look for me if you are too & we'll kill stuff together:
ghost pix eso

can't make a sound

i have become a silent movie
the hero killed the clown
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
nobody knows what he's doing
still hanging around
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
the slow motion moves me
the monologue means nothing to me
bored in the role, but he can't stop
standing up to sit back down
to lose the one thing found
spinning the world like a toy top
till there's a ghost in every town
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
can't make a sound
eyes locked and shining
can't you tell me what's happening?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?

continued in the comments..

bren/ghost

p.s. nothing ever changes..
i am here

Comments

[ghost]

#ESO #ElderScrollsOnline #infj #painter #rpg #gaming #gamergirl #ghostgallery
this is where i'm painting these days:
https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/friendlyghoststuff/eso-bren-painter.html

i'm sure you already knew that i'm a daedric lord slayer?:
https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/friendlyghoststuff/eso-bren-daedric-lord-slayer.html

my new home: https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/friendlyghoststuff/eso-lady-bren-daggerfall-overlook.html

[ghost]

#infj #snowcave #ghost #ghostgallery #rowsofneveropeneddoors #radiohead #hibernation #dissociation https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/a_mouthfull_of_razorblade/true-love-waits.html

[ghost]

#infj #ESO #innerchild #snowcave #winter #hibernation #escapeart #elderscrollsonline

eso is definitely my new drug of choice.. i've felt kinda crippled & have this new thousand mile stare..

& frogs. https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/friendlyghoststuff/eso-animals-x.html

https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/.a/6a00d834525fe869e20240a4c86a37200d-pi

p.s. i need therapy cats.
https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/things_behind_the_sun/i-need-therapy-cats.html

[ghost]

it's freezing here.. #infj #winter #ghostgallery #rowsofneveropeneddoors #kittyless #ghost #xmas

i miss my kittygirls..

http://www.brensgumbyland.com/ghostgalleryinaghosthousealbum.html (sound up)

https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/around_the_bend/first-snow-winter-2019.html

[ghost]

#infj #xmas #winter #unemployment #corporategreed #insecurity #scrooge #thegrinchwhostolexmas

so the big company that took over the local one that mr dad worked for just found a reason to fire him. fuck you & merry xmas? i knew i hated this giant company.
& we're left without even a working car.
he was driving a company truck & we'd just saved up a down payment for a used car.. but now may not be able to finance the rest unemployed..?
going into winter.
don't know how to get groceries.. uber?
terrified now.
...

[ghost]

#migraine #aura #infj #winter #ghostgallery #stress #rowsofneveropeneddoors

starting a new dollscape for xmas called lost toys..

things behind the sun journal:

https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/.a/6a00d834525fe869e20240a4cf89e9200d-pi

[ghost]

#infj #migraine #ghostgallery #rowsofneveropeneddoors #stress #xmas
#thegrinchwhostolexmas #toys

dealing with another in a series of migraines that started last comment here, apparently stress induced migraine with aura.. this time i think i slept through the aura but am just dealing with the left temple pain & weird visual issues, sitting here in the dark due to light supersensitivity..

the roller coaster ride continues after my husband was let go from the big corporation that took over, now his unemployment benefits have been held up pending investigation of his firing, so this is terrifying all over again.. we got our little blue pt cruiser up & running again with a rebuilt engine, but we have bills.. .. ....

i've just completed a major toy reorganization as i consider items i might sell, & as i search for the little antique bear i want to use in my xmas dollscape, lost toys..
ironically i put him away in a very safe place & have not been able to find him..

https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/lost_found_vintage_toys/2012/07/vintage-birthday-bear.html

[ghost]

#darkwinter #depression #infj #snow #rowsofneveropeneddoors #ghostgallery #art #ESO #winter

gotta say i am just trying to deal with depression at the moment.. i'm hamstering currently.. mr dad just got back from chicago, a meet & greet with his new employer, thankfully, & he is now working from home :) he's all set up with his new office downstairs & we're all just hoping this works out..
we've had snow here & there, not enough to photo my lost toys dollscape yet, but at least i found my little birthday bear..
in eso i've joined the dark brotherhood (again) (..i've always listened to the night mother..) & i recently reached the peak of sorrow, but i'm sure you already knew that..
https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/friendlyghoststuff/eso-peak-of-sorrow.html

https://friendlyghost.typepad.com/photos/around_the_bend/brenda-2020.html

[ghost]

magic cabinet #infj #art #ghostgallery #rowsofneveropeneddoors #psychology #depression #lyrics #poetry

my yoke is heavy.. http://www.brensgumbyland.com/ghostgallerymagiccabinet.html (sound up)