never forget.. never forgive.

Sweeney Todd is now out in dvd.. so you can buy it and watch it over and over..
speaking of bloody good fun.. have you ever wondered what a true migraine feels like? or what real obsession/compulsion does to you? if you are the masochistic type then just try my little wordgame.. born out of my own twisted hypergraphic sadistic madness, this wordsearch will drive you to want to pluck out your own eyes.. sound fun? here it is in pdf format:
wicked words..
wicked wordlist..
there are 500 words to get you started.. but there are more than 100 secret words.. & some words like 'cut' & 'die' are hidden multiple times! so get out a fine red pen & a ruler and start scratching.. there should be no letters left and you'll end up with a pretty piece of artwork chock full of lovely Xs ..but it never really ends. this nifty little torture device will print out on standard paper.. the devil is in the details..

good luck.. hehe
- ghost / toxic

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[ghost]

aw, man. my arm aches..
i thought it was ok so i made a very nice cheese beschemelle sauce to have over broccolli & cauliflower yesterday.. (it is a very whisk intensive recipe..) and i am paying for it with pain and twinges even after 3 weeks?!
i know i cracked the bone that day..

http://img164.imageshack.us/img164/3352/bruise015sk7.jpg

winter is still here in portland! it's cold.

ghost

[ghost]

we bought the exclusive steel box set sweeney todd dvd and watched it tonight while eating spaghetti & meatballs for our dinner.. (well, i skip the meatballs part.. never know what's in meat, you know?)
what i don't understand is why the movie got an R - graphic bloody violence rating? ..
ghost

ever done one of these?
google/image search your name, favorite food, hometown, favorite color, favorite movie, favorite drink, favorite vacation, favorite dessert, one word describing you, how you feel right now, what you love most & what you want to do/be when you grow up?

http://www.brensgumbyland.com/images/ghostmosaic.jpg

suicide isn't very hard to try
but it's a matter for the brave
it's a matter for the brave.. the brave.
suicide is always in the back of minds
and it's neither here nor there
and it's neither here nor there.. nor there.

http://www.brensgumbyland.com/images/twistx.png

first that crazy person totalled our beloved truck.. f!
now the timing chain broke on our cavalier.. it is not even worth the cost of replacing the part so we're out 2 cars!
we can't get by with only our little pt cruiser..
but it's gonna take every spare dime we have.. :(

*(insecurity looms)*

ghost

[ghost]

well i've been having ongoing stomach problems for weeks & weeks again like i haven't had in over a decade.. my stomach feels like it balls up into a knot and gnaws me from the inside anytime it is empty.. which is new. i have to eat whether i want to or not. and i just hope i don't end up on more stomach drugs.. i've been on them all i think.
i am so tired of feeling like hell.
ghost