vintage vampire killing kit..
^^get it while you can^^
welcome home / radical face
sleep don't visit
so i choke on sun
and the days blur into one
and the backs of my eyes
hum with things i've never done
sheets are swaying
from an old clothesline
like a row of captured ghosts
over old dead grass
was never much but we've made the most
..welcome home
ships are launching
from my chest
some have names
but most do not
if you find one please
let me know
what piece i've lost
peel the scars
from off my back
i don't need them anymore
you can throw them out
keep them in your mason jars
..i've come home
all my nightmares
escaped my head
bar the door
please don't let them in
you were never
supposed to leave
now my head's
splitting at the seams
and i don't know if i can..
(((here beneath my lungs
i feel your thumbs press
into my skin again..)))
hey! watch the lunar eclipse with me & toxic - 7pm wed..
the strangest things /
radical face
the ghost inside my head..
it never sleeps
it just rearranges thoughts &
leaves me numb for weeks
but i'm okay.. yeah i feel fine
because i know there's more than one way to lose my mind.. lose my mind.. lose my mind.. lose my mind...
the crows are at the fence.. they never blink
they just sharpen
all their claws
and bare their twisted teeth
but i won't bend
and i won't move
don't have a lot left..
just anger..
and something to prove
so i can't lose.. so i can't lose.. so i can't lose..
the cold spreads through the house
it bites my ears.. i can't feel my hands or feet
and i'm too scared to sleep
and now the ghosts are on the porch
got knives in their hands..
oh no.. i think i've seen this before
and i might lose.. and i might lose.. and i might lose..
and all this time i've been watching you sleep
and the strangest things
have been happening to me..
and all this time i've been watching you breathe
and the strangest things
have been happening to me..
valentine love,
ghost & toxic
p.s. passion haiku! >>
lost in a masquerade..
i'm very happy this valentine's day.. i got roses and beautiful cards and stuff from my guys! hubby kissed me & whispered happy valentine's day to me before light as he was leaving for work.. and luke, loveishell, & ilovemusic sent me rare radiohead mp3s, the radical face 'ghost' album and diamonds! over at sweetaddy.. (ok, well a picture of diamonds.. but it's the thought that counts!) i'm trying to figure out a good place to place the vase of roses where kitties will not tip it over trying to smell them.. ? headache is at bay for now and i'm watching TCM.. it's oscar month so there's tons of good classic movies on! just saw 'love with the proper stranger' - natalie wood & steve mcqueen.. i love the 'better wed than dead' (bells & banjos) scene at the end..
just a note.. have you ever felt the sting of tears and then noticed a slight alcohol scent? what the heck is that?
well..
:) ...happiness!..
soak it up when you can, man!
love,
ghost
Posted by: ghost | February 14, 2008 at 12:54 PM
the eclipse was cool.. no more till 2010.. but my mp3 player host's server is down.. has been for 3 days so no music here.. :(
pissing me off.
the sun is out.. GAAAHHH!!
Posted by: ghost | February 21, 2008 at 11:34 AM