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i do not
understand
what it is
i've done wrong
full of holes
check the pulse
blink your eyes
1 for yes
2 for no

i have no idea what i am talking about
i'm trapped in this body and can't get out

you killed the sound
removed backbone
a pale imitation
with the edges
sawn off
i have no idea what you are talking about
{your mouth moves only with someone's hand
up your ass}

has the light gone out for you?
'cause the light's gone out for me
it is the 21st century
it is the 21st century
it can follow you like a dog
it brought me to my knees
  they got a skin
and they put me in
they got a skin
and they put me in
the lines wrapped around my face
on the lines wrapped 'round my face
and for anyone else to see
and for anyone else to see

i'm a lie XXXXXX

{{{{{the more you try to Erase me the themorethemorethe more that i appear..}}}}no you're wrong you'rewrong you're wrong you're wrongyoure wrongyourewrong]STOP<

at least mommy died..

i was reading an article in the oregonian about the most popularly misheard xmas song lyrics by children.. my favorites are
"at least mommy died.." (feliz navidad),
"tater tots with their icicle glow.."
(tiny tots with their eyes all aglow), &
"stick the knife into the little lamb.."
(said the nightwind to the little lamb).. he hee!

daily smith/in the lost & found
he held his breath to hold your hand
to walk the stairsteps in pairs
climbing up a slippery slope
i'm in love
well i hope
don't go home, angelina
stay with me
hanging around in the lost & found
kissed you quick feeling weird
lonely leaved and disappeared
this is such a simple place
passing time can't erase
don't go home, angelina
paint tomorrow blue
day breaks
and every morning
when he wakes he thinks of you
i'm alone
that's okay
i don't mind
most of the time
i don't feel afraid to die
she was here passing by
don't go home, angelina
stay with me
hanging around in the lost & found
stay with me
hanging around in the lost & found.. - ghost

one day all of this will be over..

lately toxic has been coloring alot with her crayons & felt pens.. working on a new 'installation'.. it calms us.. we feel dissociated just like coloring xmas coloring books in toxic's time.. (also there's the sharpie high.) 
a new addition to the gallery..
i called it 'eye in absynthe'
   

>i'm taking you down
>>i'm taking you down
>>>i'm taking you down
>>>>>>>>>when i go down

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

4 minute warning/radiohead
this is just a nightmare
soon i'm gonna wake up
someone's gonna bring me 'round
running from the bombers
hiding in the forest
running through the fields
laying flat on the ground
just like everybody
stepping over heads
running from the underground
this is your warning
4 minute warning..
i don't wanna hear it
i don't wanna know
i just wanna run and hide
this is just a nightmare
soon i'm gonna wake up
someone's gonna bring me 'round
this is our warning
4 minute warning..

xxx

{if you stare into the dark
the dark will stare back
back into your soul..
ghost/toxic

DOWN is the new UP..

last flowers till hospital
appliances have gone berserk
i cannot keep up
treading on people's toes
snot-nosed little punk
and i can't face the evening straight
you could offer me escape
houses move and houses speak
if you take me there you'll get relief
relief relief relief...
and if i'm gonna talk
i just wanna talk
please don't interrupt
just sit back and listen
'cause i can't face the evening straight
you could offer me escape
houses move and houses speak
if you take me there you'll get relief
relief relief relief relief relief...
it's too much
    too bright
      too powerful    ..too much.

i am an animal trapped in your hot car..

just as you take my hand
just as you write
my number down
just as the drinks arrive
just as they play your favourite song
as your bad day disappears
no longer wound up
like a spring
before you've had too much
come back and focus again..

the walls are bending shape
you've got a cheshire cat grin
all blurring into one
this place is on a mission
before the night owl
before the animal noises
closed circuit cameras
before you're c o m a t o s e..

before you run away from me
before you're lost between the notes
the beat goes round and round
the beat goes round and round
i never really got there
i just pretended that i had
words are blunt instruments
words are sawn off shotguns..

come on and let it out
come on and let it out
come on and let it out
come on and let it out

before you run away from me
before you're lost between the notes
just as you take the mic
just as you dance.. dance.. dance
a jigsaw falling into place
so there is nothing to explain
you eye each other as you pass
she looks back.. and you look back
not just once.. not just twice
wish away your nightmare
wish away the nightmare
you've got a light you can feel it on your back
you've got a light you can feel it on your back
your jigsaw falling into place..