snowball in hell

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the blog is all shaken up now to make room for fresh blood..
check out the new anti psych area for a little sPit in yOur Face vindication & jugular slashing.. - ghost

p.s. welcome little red!
american mcgee's little red/twisted tales..

everybody scream!!!

hallowe'en

is

coming..
beware!
candy corn od!!
- ghost & toxic

oh why.. oh why?

dancing on the highway
/daily smith
here if you want me
listening so close
from far away
i memorized
what you told me
like a foreigner on holiday
i know to smile at confusion
and not forget the soul that smiles on me
dancing on the highway
the broken line that led from you to me
well i'll be at my station all night
so come on by if you feel like
still here if you want me
look at what i can do with empty time
a lost love that likes to haunt me
is waiting 'round to meet me when i die
death surrounds protects the living
this is what you said and i agreed not to be unforgiving
just because your soul's untimely free
still here if you want me, my love
dancing on the highway
but your sun still burns my eye
oh why? oh why?

true love/daily smith
true love is a rose behind glass
that's locked and kept closed
maybe just to me
'cause my heart's been attacked
and shattered by tough love, bad love
so i bought mine off the street
true love, man, it just can't be beat
i felt so complete
married to heavenly bodies above
and each night i'd look up
at a bright honey moon
'cause it sure seemed built to last
even after my honey moon passed
i kept right with it, man
like a ghost to a house it once haunted
day after day
i'd steal with my true love away
to some hide*out where left undisturbed
we could do what we wanted
but i started to feel like a liar
saying i love you
madly in love or mad mean
there was no in between
it came on and on
i found i can't make a stand
i'm her hired hand
i have to do harm
one day i got sick
she played me a nasty old trick
said i need cigarettes
walked 'round the block
and caught a cab
stayed gone for too long
my love had gotten so strong
just to try to being back on my own
i had to go to rehab
all i need is a safe place to bleed
is this where it's at?
half of no chance
steps in a dance
rest of my life spent in combat
now i'm the king of the ward
'cause i'm good and i swallow my sword
puke it out
for the doctor to write me a new prescription
tranquil as a dove
people that have lost their true love
they all seem to fit the same description
i feel cold, useless and old
i wish i was no one
take me up, my lord
take me up today
take me out of this place
take me up with you today.

 

you're in a better place, elliott..
xo
ghost

what's your poison?

i have driven all over hell..
i had no idea oregon is what's known as a 'dry' state'?
i'm used to LA where you can buy hard liquor at any grocery store.. here i went everywhere from 'tobacco market's to corner stores.. all beer & wine for as far as the eye can see.. i had all but given up when i finally discovered an actual state licensed liquor store that is almost like going to the dmv with it's double doors and turnstiles?!

..by that time the migraine that began friday night with our little screaming match had set in for the weekend.. (i can't believe no one called the cops..?) the fighting continued since i can not sleep at night and it came out that he has also been hiding our scary disintegrating financial state from me.. i was so upset while i stood there fighting with him that i had another one of those kind of asthma like attacks where i can't get oxygen (but i don't have asthma..) yeah.. i'm pretty sure i married the devil and it's just too late for me now.

i'm completely blown away.. it's going to be everything we can do now to keep from losing absolutely everything.. i can literally feel/hear the throbbing in my left temple when i try to lay my head down on a pillow..

i brought home smirnoff red and tucked it away into hiding.. still sober so far. what a joke. i can only cringe and hide. it's only a matter of time. i'm so tired. i feel like i already laid down and died a long time ago. oh yeah.. i did.
ghost

latest inrainbows>>faust arp/radiohead
>>1 2 3 4
wakey wakey
rise and shine
it's on again.. off again.. on again.
watch me fall
like dominos
in pretty patterns
fingers in the blackbird pie
i'm tingling.. tingling.. tingling.
it's what you feel now
what you ought to.. what you ought to.
reasonable and sensible
dead from the neck up
because im stuffed.. stuffed.. stuffed.
we thought you had it in you
but no.. no.. no.
for no real reason
squeeze the tubes and empty bottles
take a bow.. take a bow.. take a bow.
it's what you feel now
what you ought to.. what you ought to.
an elephant that's in the room is
tumbling.. tumbling.. tumbling.
in duplicate and triplicate
plastic bags and
duplicate and triplicate
dead from the neck up
guess im stuffed.. stuffed.. stuffed.
we thought you had it in you
but no.. no.. no.
exactly where do you get off?
is enough is enough is enough
i love you but enough is enough.. enough
of that stuff
there's no real reason.
>you'll go to hell for our fathers
>you got melted to butter.. 

p.s. who is this joker
in the graveyard?

big ideas (don't get any..)

nude/radiohead

don't get any big ideas they're not gonna happen you paint yourself white and fill up with noise but there'll be something missing now that you've found it.. it's gone now that you feel it.. you don't you've gone off the rails so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking. ghost