snowball in hell

you take my hand.. i'll take your hand.. together we may get away..

back before i was a ghost..  when my son was 8 years old, i lost a year in crippling clinical depression induced by a horrible adverse reaction to one of my many stomach meds.. psychiatrists piggy-backed tranquilizers and antidepressants which only made matters worse.. it was a black hole in my life.. finally it was discovered and i made the decision to rid myself of all the meds entirely.. it was like coming back from the dead.. i had my rainbow back.. and to celebrate i made a film with the help of my son.. to showcase my art and for toxic to have her say.. it's called 'a secret film'.. it's ten years old.. but it is so nostalgic for me to look back on now.. it was our whole universe encapsulated with the music that meant the most to us then.. it is now viewable thanks to google down in 'ghost films' ..plus look to the left for the new 'haunted home movies' section..

ghost & toxic

choose the lonely trees..

place to be/

when i was younger
younger than before
i never saw the truth hanging from the door
and now i'm older
see it face to face
and now i'm older
gotta get up clean the place..
and i was green.. greener than the hill
where the flowers grow and the sun shone still
now i'm darker than the deepest sea
just hand me down.. give me a place to be..
and i was strong.. strong in the sun
i thought i'd see when day was done
now i'm weaker than the palest blue
oh so weak in this need for you...
..
know that i love you
know i don't care
know that i see you
know i'm not there..
..
nobody knows how cold it grows
and nobody sees how shaky my knees
nobody cares how steep my stairs
and nobody smiles if you cross their stiles..
..
so leave your house come into my shed
please stop my world
from raining through my head..  -nick drake

p.s. there is now a featured ghost youtube <<<
if you like jan svankmejer's 'alice' or stop-motion animation, definitely check out the brothers quay.. here's a short from 'street of crocodiles'..
see more in my youtubes ..  link is over in the ghost library <<<