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a ghost.. a real ghost.. has no need to die.. what is he except a being without access to the universe that he has not yet managed to forget?
~ randall jarrell

i officially talk to myself here in the comments, or to visitors as long as they're not robots.. any comments are welcome ;)
In limbo
rows of never opened doors:
ghost gallery quarantine area (use a laptop or pc with firefox or google chrome browser for essential music, no phones)
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all rights reserved..

ghost stories
(blood & butterflies..)

  • these are excerpts from the book toxic & i wrote about our childhood... it's called 'brenda was here'.. let me know what you think/comments? p.s. stories here are non fiction/true. (privately hosted ~ if you're interested in reading this just ask:)


ghost toy catalogue

  • spookytown
    an inventory of toys & collectibles vintage & new including toxic's toys, toxic's library & halloweeniana..

    ~ copyright 2011 all rights reserved
Cherrytreemoon
the friendlyghost album ~ welcome to my photo album..
we live in wonderland.. :)
i hope you enjoy me & my guys & kitties, the places we go & things we enjoy..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Beloved sleep
cemeteria album ~
remember me as you pass by.. as you are now so once was i.. as i am now so you will be.. prepare for death and follow me..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Scandalous
family tree album ~
this addition to the cemeteria album is especially for my own lost loved ones..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved

a POEtry reading...

elliott smith & portland

Pdx
portland haunts album ~
is mr smith haunting portland? come see snaps of elliott smith landmarks & other local spots..
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the library..

Thingsbehindthesun
things behind the sun (journals)
Razorblades
a mouthfull of razorblades (journals)
www.flickr.com
ghost at the gate's items Go to ghost at the gate's photostream
Laurelhurst trees
january trees album ~
january trees ~ winter shows her bones.. the tree is the psyche, the spirit, the whole self.. our inner world..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Brenkitty
toxic was here ~
vintage socal, birthdays & halloweens..
copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Enter
halloween mini album ~
~ copyright 2015 all rights reserved
Bren alice patreon
ghost pix album ~ rpg videogame screenshots, lol kitties & all kinds of goodies.. (use a pc or laptop to hear my game mix here)

home to oblivion..


  • ok i need a whole section just for elder scrolls~oblivion 'cause i'm playing it and loving it way too much right now.. i am so beautifully lost here living as a vampire & i'm never coming back.
    later ~ 430 hours of gameplay all as a vampire & now i'm stuck in limbo in the deadly glitch.. noooo!!
    update: i'm on the methadone of rpgs for my oblivion withdrawls, it's predecessor morrowind ~ the game of the year edition.. these are now my All-Time favorite rpgs, above all others..
    NEW ELDER SCROLLS!!
    SKYRIM!! 11/11/11!! DAWNGUARD DLC!!
    & more dlc to come!
    the awful tyranny of the sun shall end..

  • come into oblivion with me & tour my homes.. (note: vampirism has changed my appearance & my invisibility is due to stealth..)

  • so many ways to die..

  • realms of madness..

  • a friend in highcross town..

  • bonus morrowind footage..

  • welcome to skyrim..

ghost closet...

haunted home movies..

ghost charity

ghost space

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November 17, 2006

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ghost

god i need a drink..

oh who am i kidding?
i need many.. many.. many..

Emma

I'd like to smoke. Keep finding out about these soccer moms that smoke and all I can think is "that geek has a connection and I don't." How did I come to this?

ghost

em.. we need a new picture.. that tired old peace sign is just so yesterday... ;)

maybe i'll let thanksgiving go by real relaxed like.. then maybe try putting the ghost blog back out there? what do you think? maybe whoever was visiting has gone now..
i hope so..
i hate being bullied underground..

ghost

today my thoughts are of gumbyland in flames..
all of gumbyland and all of us there and leaving this a true ghost blog..

emma

Gumbyland in flames?!?!

What's going on? I don't get it.

Also, I guess you didn't notice my little addition to the peace sign?

emma

And yeah, I love the idea of opening up your blog for exactly the same reasons you mention.

You out there today?

ghost

i wish i had the energy and the courage to jump off one of the bridges around here..
or waterfalls.

emma

what's going on? Talk to me?

ghost

i'm having such bad depression i don't know what to say.
i'm not well, and i'm not coping.
i just want to sleep, but i think i might have to go to the dr's in the a.m. scars and all.

ghost

i needed to slow down the mix..
dragging the blog out of the grave..

emma

Sorry ghost. Glad you brought the blog out again. Sorry about the x's. Going to the cardiologist?

ghost

thanks, em..
so far no vandalism.. huh?
where'd you score that joint anyway >:)

no i'm not going to the cardiologist.. everything they want me to do there costs a fucking fortune..
but on saturday i got this thing in my throat.. need an antibiotic probably.. but as it turns out the dr's booked..as are all her colleagues..
whatever.. geez any good reason at all to avoid it is good for me..
another goddamn headache in my left temple.. every a.m.
have to fight with john when i'm sick every time..
just to add to the fun..
i'm back to my good old lipton noodle soup and kraft handisnacks out of fear of eating and loss of all appetite..
happy thanksgiving ..
.. ...
ghost and toxic

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