thought i saw angels.. but i could've been wrong..

going back to the 70's for solace.. (haha)
my husband just took a paycut and looks like the job may be gone by the beginning of the year.. up here a year now.. many health insurance deductibles later.. more broke than ever.. and it looks like we are starting all over again..

the retro mix is huge and heavy on the big 3.. zeppelin, doors and tull.. so i'm gonna trim it down to a couple mini mixes.. crank up your speakers! one of the nicest things the sasquatch ever told me is that neil young's 'cinnamon girl' is the song that reminds him of me.. that makes me happy..

movies of the era: well i've watched pink floyd's the wall more times than any human probably should.. but i still recommend it.. and look for a real retro drug movie called 'the death of richie' (with robby benson and ben gazarra..)

dream on / aerosmith
every time i look in the mirror..
all these lines in my face getting clearer..
the past is gone..
it went by like dusk to dawn..
isn't that the way?
everybody's got their dues in life to pay..
yeah i know.. nobody knows..
where it comes and where it goes..
i know it's everybody's sin
you got to lose to know how to win..
half my life
is in books' written pages
lived and learned from fools and
from sages..
you know it's true
all the things come back to you
sing with me.. sing for the year
sing for the laughter.. sing for the tears
sing with me.. if it's just for today
maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away..
dream on.. dream on.. dream on
dream until your dreams come true..
dream on dream on
dream on dream on...

'it's been a long time..
i'm still shakin' my wings..
i'm a blackbird..
i got changes to ring..
closing my dream inside this paperbag..
thought i saw angels.. but i could've been wrong..
the smile in your eye was never so sweet before..
i came down from the sky to cry you a song..'

ghost & toxic

Comments

[ghost]

god i need a drink..

oh who am i kidding?
i need many.. many.. many..

[Emma]

I'd like to smoke. Keep finding out about these soccer moms that smoke and all I can think is "that geek has a connection and I don't." How did I come to this?

[ghost]

em.. we need a new picture.. that tired old peace sign is just so yesterday... ;)

maybe i'll let thanksgiving go by real relaxed like.. then maybe try putting the ghost blog back out there? what do you think? maybe whoever was visiting has gone now..
i hope so..
i hate being bullied underground..

[ghost]

today my thoughts are of gumbyland in flames..
all of gumbyland and all of us there and leaving this a true ghost blog..

[emma]

Gumbyland in flames?!?!

What's going on? I don't get it.

Also, I guess you didn't notice my little addition to the peace sign?

[emma]

And yeah, I love the idea of opening up your blog for exactly the same reasons you mention.

You out there today?

[ghost]

i wish i had the energy and the courage to jump off one of the bridges around here..
or waterfalls.

[emma]

what's going on? Talk to me?

[ghost]

i'm having such bad depression i don't know what to say.
i'm not well, and i'm not coping.
i just want to sleep, but i think i might have to go to the dr's in the a.m. scars and all.

[ghost]

i needed to slow down the mix..
dragging the blog out of the grave..

[emma]

Sorry ghost. Glad you brought the blog out again. Sorry about the x's. Going to the cardiologist?

[ghost]

thanks, em..
so far no vandalism.. huh?
where'd you score that joint anyway >:)

no i'm not going to the cardiologist.. everything they want me to do there costs a fucking fortune..
but on saturday i got this thing in my throat.. need an antibiotic probably.. but as it turns out the dr's booked..as are all her colleagues..
whatever.. geez any good reason at all to avoid it is good for me..
another goddamn headache in my left temple.. every a.m.
have to fight with john when i'm sick every time..
just to add to the fun..
i'm back to my good old lipton noodle soup and kraft handisnacks out of fear of eating and loss of all appetite..
happy thanksgiving ..
.. ...
ghost and toxic