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a ghost.. a real ghost.. has no need to die.. what is he except a being without access to the universe that he has not yet managed to forget?
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In limbo
rows of never opened doors:
ghost gallery quarantine area (use a laptop or pc with firefox or google chrome browser for essential music, no phones)
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all rights reserved..

ghost stories
(blood & butterflies..)

  • these are excerpts from the book toxic & i wrote about our childhood... it's called 'brenda was here'.. let me know what you think/comments? p.s. stories here are non fiction/true. (privately hosted ~ if you're interested in reading this just ask:)


ghost toy catalogue

  • spookytown
    an inventory of toys & collectibles vintage & new including toxic's toys, toxic's library & halloweeniana..

    ~ copyright 2011 all rights reserved
Cherrytreemoon
the friendlyghost album ~ welcome to my photo album..
we live in wonderland.. :)
i hope you enjoy me & my guys & kitties, the places we go & things we enjoy..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Beloved sleep
cemeteria album ~
remember me as you pass by.. as you are now so once was i.. as i am now so you will be.. prepare for death and follow me..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Scandalous
family tree album ~
this addition to the cemeteria album is especially for my own lost loved ones..
~ copyright 2008 all rights reserved

a POEtry reading...

elliott smith & portland

Pdx
portland haunts album ~
is mr smith haunting portland? come see snaps of elliott smith landmarks & other local spots..
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the library..

Thingsbehindthesun
things behind the sun (journals)
Razorblades
a mouthfull of razorblades (journals)
www.flickr.com
ghost at the gate's items Go to ghost at the gate's photostream
Laurelhurst trees
january trees album ~
january trees ~ winter shows her bones.. the tree is the psyche, the spirit, the whole self.. our inner world..
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Brenkitty
toxic was here ~
vintage socal, birthdays & halloweens..
copyright 2008 all rights reserved
Enter
halloween mini album ~
~ copyright 2015 all rights reserved
Bren alice patreon
ghost pix album ~ rpg videogame screenshots, lol kitties & all kinds of goodies.. (use a pc or laptop to hear my game mix here)

home to oblivion..


  • ok i need a whole section just for elder scrolls~oblivion 'cause i'm playing it and loving it way too much right now.. i am so beautifully lost here living as a vampire & i'm never coming back.
    later ~ 430 hours of gameplay all as a vampire & now i'm stuck in limbo in the deadly glitch.. noooo!!
    update: i'm on the methadone of rpgs for my oblivion withdrawls, it's predecessor morrowind ~ the game of the year edition.. these are now my All-Time favorite rpgs, above all others..
    NEW ELDER SCROLLS!!
    SKYRIM!! 11/11/11!! DAWNGUARD DLC!!
    & more dlc to come!
    the awful tyranny of the sun shall end..

  • come into oblivion with me & tour my homes.. (note: vampirism has changed my appearance & my invisibility is due to stealth..)

  • so many ways to die..

  • realms of madness..

  • a friend in highcross town..

  • bonus morrowind footage..

  • welcome to skyrim..

ghost closet...

haunted home movies..

ghost charity

ghost space

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November 20, 2006

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ghost

well i figure em is hitting the books after that failed test.. final exams..
and no one has vandalized the robot pic so that is something..
i'm still lurking about alive and unwell.. think this lump in my throat just showed up to cancel my thanksgiving dinner..
that's not fair..
i'm going back to oblivion to not think about anything right now.. maybe it will just go away.. and everything else too somehow? i like sleeping in the cold and rain like this.. when i can shut off my stupid little brain.. i feel just like i'm really hibernating.. maybe the weeks and months will pass me by and i'll peek out in the springtime.. then again.. maybe i won't.

the big update in oblivion is out today so i gotta go set it up with my son.. i can't do the quest, which is an elaborate knights of the realm type of deal.. my infamy is too high.. in other words my sins are too great..
i would have to go on a long pilgrimage to pay pennance.. very long..
some other day..

my stats say:
days as a vampyre - 277
necks bitten - 171
books read - 1117
ingredients eaten - 380
days jailed - 10
largest bounty - 4040
assaults - 187
murders - 30
creatures killed - 965
people killed - 487
locks picked - 665
items stolen - 10,643
souls trapped - 2
jokes told - 0
ghost

emma

Hey,
You are a busy little vampire! Love that your such a sinnner :) Shane really wants that xbox360, but man, its $400!! Not likely to happen anytime soon. Not sure we can even swing it for Christmas. What is this lump? Is it around a gland?

ghost

awwwwww...
no games for xmas?
i getchya though.. did you see people killing each other to get the new ps3s?!
dan wanted to get out there and fight for one, but we can't afford it...

this strange lump appeared on my tonsil.. no sore throat, just this thing that looks bad.. i'm chicken! maybe i'll set a dr's appt. but i was hoping it would magically disappear...
wahhhh!!

ghost

p.s.
instead of going to a dr..
i spent yesterday doing the really important stuff.. put up the new elliott smith lyrics page 'from a poison well'
(link on the left)
i still have to correct some of the rares.. but my eyes were just burnt up like little red cinders, man..
gotta put this laptop down!
yeah right...

emma

Hey Ghost! Happy Thanksgiving!!!

If it makes you feel any better, I would be doing the same thing about the tonsil thing :( Sit and wait for the miracle cure!

I imagine you wearing your laptop like a necklace :)

ghost

well, i actually tried calling again yesterday to see if i could get in friday or monday.. not.
i can call tomorrow a.m. and fight for a spot with all the others... ... ..

it's a cold & stormy t-day here in the rose city..
i think elliott's ghost came to visit me.. he likes the new lyrics page.. and the ghostunes..
i think he shared something secret about himself to me.. it's in the words if you listen closely..
but i'll never tell.

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