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November 27, 2006


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i changed my 'one line bio' on the above/left link to my 'about' page..
what do you think? it's by the poet randall jarrell..


Oh, yeah! I love it. That is it in a nutshell. It is a lovely metaphor for the ache. I know you mean it in the larger sense too - agoraphobia, and of course this ridiculous life. At the same time, doesn't everything for us boil down to the laser fine point of the ache? I like it. It fits you. :)

I was reading something this week about the "agora" - oh, I know - It was something written by Shirley Strum Kenny (smart lady) she said that the agora is the truth that people decide to believe, so I wondered what relationship that had to agoraphobia?


hmm.. i don't know what she means? i know that agoraphobia is really 'fear of the marketplace' and agora was a major city in athens or something that must've had a crowded marketplace? but what it really becomes is 'fear of panic attacks' due to having them in the marketplace, so you avoid people?

yeah, i love that quote now.. so glad i found it.. i think he wrote with maurice sendak.. the bat poet and such..

re: the ache.. lately it's really odd with me.. ache is dulled.. like i feel nothing.. partly i'm relieved to finally just feel like i don't care.. but partly it may be worse depression? i'm not used to just feeling nothing and not caring.. i mean, man i'm at least usually desperate to try something to feel better?
maybe i'm finally resigned to my fate..


Sigh. These are the choices. Agony or apathy. I hear ya. I don't think you could ever really be apathetic - just not your soulular make up. Ha! I just made that up. I like it...soulular :)

But in a way, I am glad you are a little numb. You need a break-whatever form it comes in.

Man I'm glad this week is over and I am home!


It was Shirley Anne Jackson, President of RPI. Strum Kenny is the President of MY Universtiy. Guess I've got women presidents on the brain :)

This is the excerpt from the speech that I read:

The Place of the Scientist in the agora: a metaphor

To frame these ideas, I would like to introduce the simple metaphor of what the ancient Greeks would have called the 'agora'. This represents the place where, historically, interactions occur among societal sectors and the 'public at large'. The government occupies a quadrant — the decision-makers, the legislators, the bureaucrats, the regulators, the courts, and the body of law, itself. Industry and the private economic sector — from merchants to corporations — hold their share of real estate. The religious sector — church, mosque, synagogue, and temple — has its place in the agora. And, last but not least, academia — the educators and students who shape the future. The agora is the societal nexus.

This agora is where the public selects its "truth" — or, put differently, what society will accept as "fact." This is where leaders make public policy decisions. But, what is the role played by science? Where does the scientist stand in this arena? And, how does the role of the scientist shape the formation of public policy?


now i kinda get it.. don't you think science has a pretty solid voice? i have always loved science.. bothers me that it gets pitted against my christianity.. even darwin said his theory didn't disprove god or intend to.. but i think the trial was what did.. they made the case that progressive thinking people trust science and religious ideas were ignorant and archaic.. in my head they just don't clash at all.. don't need to..
isn't it funny nowadays the christians are using science and archaeology to prove biblical 'myths' a reality and evolutionary scientists too often seem to be basing their concepts more on faith than good scientific method.. chuckle.. it's ironic..

oh man.. i'm chicken now 'cause i have like one day's antibiotic left and the thing in my throat is the same.. like i am ok with trusting a dr to cut off! some of it to biopsy!


today i was downtown looking for something.. i love downtown portland.. the old buildings.. snowy mt. hood & mt. st. helens in the distance.. i even love the cold sunshine.. it's about 40 degrees but the winds are the killer chill factor..

i'm not cutting, but it comes out anyway.. i have bitten the skin on my lips so much trying to make my mouth bleed and bruise.. it's like a symptom.. i can't help it.. i'm not well i suppose..

we're going to go play vintage nickel games at 'wunderland' and see if gumby #2 or any new autumn or lenore comics are out at cosmic monkey..

i got a new opeth song from dan so the mix is fresh again.. since right now elliott's songs just make me cry.. :( .. so does the clip i added on the post.. familiar portland scenes.. back in '96.. the sound is off a bit, but elliott is perfect.. :)


Hey Ghost!
Ohhhhhssshhhiiiittttt!!! How long are you supposed to do the antibiotic? When do you go back to the dr?
I've fallen behind here. I want to look at the new clip, but I seem to remember there was even another one I have not yet seen?
I'm too busy for me and I see no let up until Christmas. Its a miracle, but my head is still above water. I'm always out and about but I am always alone. I'm tired and feeling sad. Been thinking about M and missing her.
Getting cold here too. Feeling some dread coming on about Christmas. Sometimes the ache is just one big bad case of homesickness when you know you will never go, have never been, home.


em.. we are lost..
we can never go home.. :(

lately i've been ok in a detached sort of way.. like i stopped caring and i'm relieved.. me & toxic have to take care of ourselves like always.. ok.
i have no explanation why it hits me now this way after allllll this time?

hey.. christmas won't be so bad.. do you have the 'family' channel? on saturday they're running the rankin/bass christmas shows all day long and we're gonna record them onto dvds.. it's a marathon! another escape for toxic.. she loves christmas.. maybe scout would dig it too? i've had enough christmases with no gifts, no tree, even no christmas dinner.. just the carols on the radio.. so i'm glad just to get these shows.. you know?

have you ever seen 'the daydreamer'? it's an old rare rankin/bass show that they never show anymore 'cause it's too edgy for kids really, but it was always toxic's favorite.. so i found it and bought it years ago on dvd.. this boy goes to the garden of paradise and there's the tree and the serpent and all.. really dark and creepy.. and a whole part with bats.. a good song.. sorta like mad monster party.. you must remember it?
well, i'm wiping my laptop clean 'cause it's so laggy..
but the blog and gumbyland should stay up ok..
i hope?..
i always put the new clips wayyyy down right now.. they're old.. i used to film everything in such dark low light!
also.. i'm just avoiding going to the dr for now...
ghost & toxic


oh p.s.
wunderland was fun.. dan beat 'house of the dead 4'!

i always remember he & i beat 'house of the dead 2' together at his 15th bday party.. smokin' machine guns in hand and zombie blood everywhere.. a true mother & son moment..


Oh, ya made me laugh with the "true mother and son moment" :)

Shane is going to chip in $100 for the xbox and we will do the rest so...Viola!!!! It is done! Xbox360 here we come!!! My sister is going to get him a game so I'll tell her Oblivion. See how it works out?

I have no familiarity with Rankin/bass "the daydreamer". That sounds promising! I do have the family channel so I will look for it.

I'm not too bummed about Christmas really.

Its funny, but I am feeling a little detached too.

I can't pay for therapy, so I'm waiting for January when (maybe) my insurance kicks in and I can go back. As it stands, I have no appointments. I freaked out on K (of course) about it the last time I saw her. Normally I'd be suicidal, but I feel too ...I don't it hurts, but what the hell, it always hurts. I'm just letting it go.
When Christmas comes I will have something to celebrate because I will have finished this semester and this was the hardest one yet. I'll have 2 weeks off and that will be sooooooo nice. So I think that will be enough for me. Plus, I feel better than last night. I was tired and that makes me weepy. I was really sad. But, when I woke up, I felt pretty good. Spent the day working on powerpoint and I like that. Did some funny stuff - think the kids will like it :)

Man ghost, I hope that thing you have turns out to be a big nothing.


oh yay!! for shane!! and for you, too!! :) !!!!!
i'm gonna find my xmas carols cd for my car.. it has oldies like from the 40's like bing crosby and others from the 50's i guess.. it always helps us all realize it's really christmas.. otherwise it would go by and that would be sad.. since we have no family around or anything to give us the christmas feeling or whatever..

you've worked hard through alot and deserve that 2 weeks, em..
what did you do on powerpoint? something for your students?

lately i'm just wandering through the countryside in oblivion.. it's really beautiful.. i'm eating every kind of plant i find and trapping souls to gain alchemical experience.. i love being able to just wander day and night through the wildflowers..


Yeah, powerpoint for the kids. I hope its not too silly. Because, it is pretty silly. For instance to describe the thermohaline circulation I put a pic of a cow in a bathtub (heaven is a warm bath). The cow follows the thermal conveyor belt up north. Then a big salt shaker falls into his lap (high salinity) and he sinks down to the sea bottom and travels to antartic. It's really cold, so I make his pic shiver and then in flies a wool cap for his head. When the converyor belt rises to the equator, he loses his wool hat :) Silly.

I agree about the Christmas songs. I've got a bunch of those cd's. Guess I'll dig them out soon too.

Ghost, you gotta help with that picture. It's soooooo lame. You gotta DO SOMETHING !!!!!! :)


oh no! leave it. it is lovely! pretty pretty!!

and "(heaven is a warm bath)" .. OH yes!! i agree.

i love 'marshmallow world' but i forget who sings it.. in california the folks on our neighborhood blocks outdid each other with christmas lights, man!
even santa was there once, scared me actually.. gave us a candy cane.. toxic still loves christmas at least..
for some reason we were talking about chitty chitty bang bang.. dan had to watch it once to try to write out all the different 'laws of motion' in that movie.. there's like hundreds if you ever need to use it in class..;)
anyway.. it reminded me of toxic's nemesis.. the child-catcher! do you remember him? that creepy long-nosed guy in black with a tophat that goes around sniffing out children and putting them into his wagon/cage..
***toxic shivers***
with me it's the robots, though.. as you know...
well, i hope shane has a blast playing oblivion, and someday if you can ever wrench the controller away, you should try it too! it's a great escape..

p.s. i switched the mix to classical.. it's christopher o'riley playing elliott smith and radiohead songs..


I saw chitty chitty bang bang in the movie theatre when it came out. What a great one. I wish my breakfast was made like that. We had a repleca car and the wings retracted and the hood went up, so cool.
Yeah, they always had to put in the character who was evil to kids. Always scarin the hell out of us.

Can't hardly ever listen to your mixes because someone is always around yellin' "shut it off!" Old farts.
I posted the cow on the other site :)

google blue man group global warming for a cool video. I'm going to try to work that into one of my lessons too.

Are we really gonna stare at that lame tree until Christmas? Oh, here is an idea: replace it with Charlie Brown's tree!


the old farts don't even like classical?.. man..
that video is cool.. you know al gore was on the oprah show yesterday talking all about 'an inconvenient truth'?

i like the little charlie brown tree.. that's what we plan on getting this year.. last year we got a huge one.. some variety that's blue under the needles.. cool.. once we bought a 'living tree' (tiny) for xmas and then planted in our backyard on xmas day.. it's still there.. much bigger, too..
but we thought a little tree is ok this year, we'll wrap a little blankey around it & all..

i'm so trying to be ok for the season.. hate being sad for xmas.. i think i'm in an 'apogee' phase in my ad.. as opposed to your 'perigee'.. just a little dead satellite at my farthest point in space away from the world that i spin around endlessly... ?

oh, i have a pic idea...


kind of a sucky grinch..
my touchpad doesn't!
he looks a little trashed?


grinch is fantastic! You have saved the day!!! Season. Whatever. You humble me Ghost.

Am I at perigee? That's pause for thought.

Apogee is a good metaphor. It represents what you have been describing well. I don't like it for you, but it is the lesser of evils.

I'm glad we can hang here thru the holidays. One place we don't have to fake it.

Shane wants me to ask you if he can have a knight with a scythe or a character with a long robe and a scythe in Oblivion.

Hope your headache isn't getting too bad.

Dont you just want to beat the crap out of Pete's wife? Probably shouldn't write that, but man she does piss me off!!!!!!!!!


Oh, and about the trees - I love that you planted your Christmas tree! I have had many Charlie Brown's (by choice). My parents always loved them too when we were little. The one thing my parents did well was Christmas. They got us gifts and Christams eve and day were always nice. But there was hell on the 23nd and 26 th :) Not sure what we will get this year. Stay posted.


first of all, your shane sounds like a kid after our own tastes 'gooble gobble gooble gobble we accept him one of us'..
this is one of our pet quotes from the movie 'freaks'.. yes, you can be a knight, yes, there are robes aplenty, and when you get some skills you can enchant any plain old robe with powers of your own choice.. yes, there are scythes in the game, but sadly you cannot use them as a weapon.. or i would've been out reaping grimly.. they are just an item/tool.. some villagers can use a rake or a hoe as a weapon, but they're pretty feeble.. but take heart.. wait till you see the variety of blades there are available as you progress and search.. and you can apply a variety of poisons to them as well..

something else to consider.. you can hook up your xbox live through your pc modem and get updates for the game that are pretty cheap and really worth it.. like frostcrag spire or the 'knights of the 9'.. the latest update dan just loves..
oh the migraine makes me hate all.. can't help it.. i'm trying to figure out a place to vent that rage when it starts oozing out though.. the filmclip for my mother is a good example of one of those rage outlets..

god, xmas at home was bad.. a house full of alcoholics and one paranoid schizophrenic who had to steal everyone's attention every major holiday with a suicide attempt or something...
just such bad memories..

rankin/bass makes me happy!
ghost & toxic


i'm up eating organic marionberry scones.. ready for the marathon!

kinda funny.. only in my little world would my son tell me i'm drinking way too much and it's affecting my health and abilities.. in oblivion..
oh my..


Wow. I am such an idiot. I wrote this long response but then got distracted by the new graphic for the Universe animation thing. So before I hit "post" I clicked the cool new pic for the link and lost the post. I am a child.

Anyway, xbox is puchased and my sister called this morning to say that she will purchase oblivion. So it is done! And I am very proud that you would consider him one of your own :)

Hope the migraine is easing up. And I had to chuckle at your son's comment. Our personalities follow us everywhere, don't they :)

Been busy putting together some pretty cool lessons. Actually, a little too cool - especially since I am afraid that these will never be seen by anyone other than college professors. What a waste.

Man ghost, I bet you could put together some really cool stuff. I mean, my stuff is better than most and creatively, I am a dud compared to you. You would go to town with all the techno stuff and that's the way they want you to go these days.

I know, you could put together an earthscience web page and charge for its use. Oh, yeah! Ka-ching! $$$$$$

So, I'm bumming. Haven't seen K for a couple of weeks. Just dropped off the last of the money I owed her. Sniffle. Don't know if she is going to call me this week, but even if I had the money, my schedule is booked. I don't intend to call her. What's the point? No ticky no shirty. I was loved when I had money. Makes you think about people like Christina Onasis. I think I understand how she must have felt sometimes :) Yeah, right.


thanks, i've finally had a break after 2 straight days/nights of migraine fun.. so we had to get the tree while we could today..

you know.. dan has talked about wanting to be an elementary school teacher..
i just love that he thought of that on his own and everything.. he'd be a good one.. he's always been so sweet with his little cousins and all.. and he is interested in science, poetry, art, music.. a chip off the old block i guess.. when i have pc questions i go to him.. he's the techno guy..

but em, why don't you set up a cool earthscience web page.. don't you have free webspace with your provider? i used frontpage software to make gumbyland.. well, and bdhp did alot of it for me :)
if your future students had questions about the material they could just go there and review or ask questions or whatever..?

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a handful of applecores a mouthful of razorblades

  • i am friendly ~ but i have edges..
  • seeing is deceiving..
  • $@x!^&*#%!/
  • love bites.
  • life sucks.
  • "but i don't want to go among mad people" Alice remarked.
    "oh, you can't help that," said the Cat:
    "we're all mad here.
    i'm mad. you're mad."
    "how do you know i'm mad?" said Alice.
    "you must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
    Alice didn't think that proved it at all;
    however, she went on "and how do you know that you're mad?"
    "to begin with," said the Cat, "a dog's not mad. you grant that?"
    "i suppose so," said Alice.
    "well, then," the Cat went on, "you see, a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased.
    Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad.."
  • but why is the rum gone?!
  • ***triggering!! don't look!!!*** (you looked..)
  • beezorch daddy-o! go! kitty, go!
  • ffft! hiss! spit! rah! kill! maim!
  • crank up your speakers!!


  • by Edgar Allan Poe

    The skies they were ashen and sober;
    The leaves they were crisped and sere-
    The leaves they were withering and sere;
    It was night in the lonesome October
    Of my most immemorial year;
    It was hard by the dim lake of Auber,
    In the misty mid region of Weir-
    It was down by the dank tarn of Auber,
    In the ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir.

    Here once, through an alley Titanic,
    Of cypress, I roamed with my Soul-
    Of cypress, with Psyche, my Soul.
    These were days when my heart was volcanic
    As the scoriac rivers that roll-
    As the lavas that restlessly roll
    Their sulphurous currents down Yaanek
    In the ultimate climes of the pole-
    That groan as they roll down Mount Yaanek
    In the realms of the boreal pole.

    Our talk had been serious and sober,
    But our thoughts they were palsied and sere-
    Our memories were treacherous and sere-
    For we knew not the month was October,
    And we marked not the night of the year-
    (Ah, night of all nights in the year!)
    We noted not the dim lake of Auber-
    (Though once we had journeyed down here),
    Remembered not the dank tarn of Auber,
    Nor the ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir.

    And now, as the night was senescent,
    And star-dials pointed to morn-
    As the star-dials hinted of morn-
    At the end of our path a liquescent
    And nebulous lustre was born,
    Out of which a miraculous crescent
    Arose with a duplicate horn-
    Astarte's bediamonded crescent
    Distinct with its duplicate horn.

    And I said–"She is warmer than Dian:
    She rolls through an ether of sighs-
    She revels in a region of sighs:
    She has seen that the tears are not dry on
    These cheeks, where the worm never dies,
    And has come past the stars of the Lion,
    To point us the path to the skies-
    To the Lethean peace of the skies-
    Come up, in despite of the Lion,
    To shine on us with her bright eyes-
    Come up through the lair of the Lion,
    With love in her luminous eyes."

    But Psyche, uplifting her finger,
    Said–"Sadly this star I mistrust-
    Her pallor I strangely mistrust:-
    Oh, hasten!–oh, let us not linger!
    Oh, fly!–let us fly!–for we must."
    In terror she spoke, letting sink her
    Wings until they trailed in the dust-
    In agony sobbed, letting sink her
    Plumes till they trailed in the dust-
    Till they sorrowfully trailed in the dust.

    I replied–"This is nothing but dreaming:
    Let us on by this tremulous light!
    Let us bathe in this crystalline light!
    Its Sybilic splendor is beaming
    With Hope and in Beauty to-night:-
    See!–it flickers up the sky through the night!
    Ah, we safely may trust to its gleaming,
    And be sure it will lead us aright-
    We safely may trust to a gleaming
    That cannot but guide us aright,
    Since it flickers up to Heaven through the night."

    Thus I pacified Psyche and kissed her,
    And tempted her out of her gloom-
    And conquered her scruples and gloom;
    And we passed to the end of the vista,
    But were stopped by the door of a tomb-
    By the door of a legended tomb;
    And I said–"What is written, sweet sister,
    On the door of this legended tomb?"
    She replied–"Ulalume–Ulalume-
    'Tis the vault of thy lost Ulalume!"

    Then my heart it grew ashen and sober
    As the leaves that were crisped and sere-
    As the leaves that were withering and sere-
    And I cried–"It was surely October
    On this very night of last year
    That I journeyed–I journeyed down here-
    That I brought a dread burden down here-
    On this night of all nights in the year,
    Ah, what demon has tempted me here?
    Well I know, now, this dim lake of Auber-
    This misty mid region of Weir-
    Well I know, now, this dank tarn of Auber,
    This ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir."

    Said we then, the two then,
    "Ah, can it have been
    That the woodlandish ghouls,
    The pitiful, the merciful ghouls,
    To bar up our way and to ban it
    From the secret that lies in these wolds,
    From the thing that lies hidden in these wolds,
    Have drawn up the spectre of a planet
    From the limbo of lunary souls,
    This sinfully scintillant planet
    From the Hell of the planetary souls..."

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ghost movie picks..

  • not necessarily in this order:
    1 Dead Man
    2 Notorious
    3 Bringing Up Baby
    4 It’s a Wonderful Life
    5 A.I.
    6 Pink Floyd/The Wall
    7 The City of Lost Children
    8 Orphans (Matthew Modine)
    9 The Effect of Gamma Rays on 
    Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds
    10 The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
    11 The Curse of the Cat People
    12 Pirates of the Caribbean 1, 2 & 3 
    13 Jan Svankmejer’s Alice
    14 Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf?
    15 Sybil
    16 Edward Scissorhands
    17 The Nightmare Before Christmas
    18 A Tree Grows in Brooklyn
    19 An Angel at My Table
    20 Rear Window
    21 The Wizard of Oz
    22 Oliver!
    23 King Kong (original)
    24 Navigator: A Medieval Odyssey
    25 Titus
    26 The Swimmer
    27 Monty Python & the Holy Grail
    28 Sergeant York
    29 A Streetcar Named Desire
    30 The Little Princess  (original)
    31 Immortal Beloved
    32 Life & Death
    33 The Little Fugitive
    34 Willy Wonka (both)
    35 Endless Summer
    36 Dead Poets Society
    37 Silence of the Lambs
    38 Instinct
    39 Sleepy Hollow
    40 Pollock
    41 Days of Wine & Roses
    42 Something Wicked This Way 
    43 James & the Giant Peach
    44 Lemony Snickett’s Series of 
    Unfortunate Events 
    45 The Shining (original)
    46 Harold & Maude
    47 Psycho
    48 The Road to Utopia (& others!)
    49 Monkey Business (Cary Grant)
    50 North By Northwest
    51 Spider Baby
    52 Golden Earrings
    53 The Miracle Worker
    54 The Neverending Story
    55 A Clockwork Orange
    56 Clash of the Titans
    57 The Outsiders
    58 Benny &Joon
    59 The Whisperers
    60 Angela’s Ashes
    61 Willow
    62 Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein
    63 Polyester
    64 Scrooged
    65 Groundhog Day
    66 PeeWee’s Big Adventure
    67 The African Queen
    68 Victor/Victoria
    69 The Others
    70 From Hell
    71 Dreamchild
    72 The Paleface
    73 Another Woman
    74 Warlock
    75 Fanny & Alexander
    76 One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest
    77 Duel
    78 A Girl Named Sooner
    79 A Christmas Story
    80 Return to Oz
    81 Harry Potter (movies)
    82 Van Helsing 
    83 Don’t Look in the Basement
    84 Toy Story
    85 The Court Jester
    86 Murder, He Says
    87 Indiscreet
    88 Creepshow
    89 Mr Smith Goes to Washington
    90 Harvey
    91 Brainstorm
    92 Ed Wood
    93 Defending Your Life
    94 The Bells of St. Mary’s
    95 Going My Way
    96 This Property is Condemned
    97 Rebel Without a Cause
    98 Labyrinth
    99 Jabberwocky
    100 Cheech & Chong’s Nice Dreams
    101 Gone With the Wind
    102 6th Sense
    103 To Kill a Mockingbird
    104 Troll
    105 Small Soldiers
    106 Jumanji
    107 Mrs. Doubtfire
    108 Gaslight
    109 Take the Money and Run
    110 The Old Man and the Sea
    111 Hocus Pocus
    112 Witches
    113 Casablanca
    114 What About Bob
    115 The Godfather
    116 The Deer Hunter
    117 Raiders of the Lost Ark
    118 Greystoke: Legend of Tarzan
    119 Monty Python’s Meaning of Life 
    120 Eraserhead
    121 Arsenic & Old Lace
    122 Motel Hell
    123 Dial M for Murder
    124 The Other
    125 The Chronicles of Narnia
    126 Napoleon Dynamite
    127 SOB
    128 The Secret Garden
    129 Apocalypse Now
    130 Hide & Seek
    131 Eternal Sunshine Spotless Mind
    132 The Abandoned
    133 Pan's Labyrinth
    134 Kafka
    135 One Hour Photo
    136 Jack the Bear
    137 Fur: Diane Arbus
    138 Unforgiven
    139 Dances With Wolves
    140 Alice in Wonderland 2010
    141 True Grit (2010)
    142 The Wolfman (original & new)
    143 Universal Monsters (originals)
    144 The Road
    145 The Woman in Black
    146 Don't Be Afraid of the Dark
    147 Dark Shadows
    148 The Yellow Wallpaper
    149 Paranorman
    150 The Hobbit (all)
    151 Frankenweenie
    152 Oz the Great & Powerful
    153 The Raven 2012
    154 Snow White & the Huntsman
    155 The Elephant Man
    156 Hugo
    157 Rabbit-Proof Fence
    158 Mama
    159 My Side of the Mountain 1969
    160 Maleficent
    161 God Bless Ozzy (bio)
    162 The Book Thief
    163 Wakefield
    Gumby Adventures (original & new)
    The Twilight Zone episodes (original)
    The Outer Limits (original)
    The Night Gallery
    Davey & Goliath
    Mr Rogers Neighborhood
    Sesame Street (pre elmo!)
    Little House on the Prairie
    Monty Python’s Flying Circus
    Mystery Science Theater 3000
    Good Neighbors
    The Rockford Files
    Fawlty Towers
    Ripping Yarns
    Metamorphosis (play) 
    The Glass Menegerie(play)
    Death of a Salesman(play)
    Absurd Person Singular(play)
    I, Claudius (miniseries)
    The Chronicles of Narnia (miniseries)
    Merlin (miniseries)
    The Snowman (animated)
    The Selfish Giant (animated)
    Prokofiev's Peter & the Wolf 2006
    Secret of Kells (animated)
    Yellow Submarine (animated)
    Watership Down (animated)
    Peter Rabbit & Friends (animated)
    Frog & Toad (animated)
    Dr Seuss (animated shows)
    Kroft shows (Land of the Lost, etc…)
    Peanuts (animated shows)
    Felix the Cat (animated cartoons)
    The Oblongs (animated)
    The Addams Family (original series)
    The Munsters (original series)
    The Phantom Creeps (serial)
    Bill & Coo (live bird show)
    The Sopranos (series)
    Biggest Loser (series)
    All Rankin/Bass shows (Mad Monster
    Party, Daydreamer etc)
    Little Rascals/Our Gang comedies 
    Deadwood (series)
    Secrets of the Dead (series)
    Mantracker (series)
    Dual Survival (original series)
    Estate of Panic (series)
    Criminal Minds (series)
    Two Fat Ladies (series)
    History Detectives (series)
    Oregon Field Guide (series)
    Once Upon a Time (both series)
    Oddities (series)
    Odd Folks Home (series)
    The Incredible Dr Pol (series)
    Colbert Report (series)
    Bates Motel (series)
    Hannibal (series)
    Longmire (series)
    Treehouse Masters (series)
    The Blacklist (series)
    Life Below Zero (series)
    Sleepy Hollow (series)
    Dracula (series)
    Portlandia (series)
    The Walking Dead (series)
    Breaking Bad (series)
    Alaska: the Last Frontier (series)
    American Horror Story (series)
    Salem (series)
    Penny Dreadful (series)
    Chronicles of Lizzie Borden (series)
    Grimm (series)
    Fear of the Walking Dead (series)
    The Killing (series)
    The Fall (series)


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