earsplitter

WARNING!!
<<<comment at your own risk - this blog is currently besieged by automated robots>>>

welcome to my migraine.

bullet with butterfly wings/smashing pumpkins

the world is a vampire sent to drain
secret destroyers hold you up to the flames
and what do i get for my pain?
betrayed desires and a piece of the game..
even though i know.. i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold like old job..
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost
can never be saved..
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage..

now i'm naked..
nothing but an animal..
but can you fake it for just one more show?
and what do you want?
i want a change..
and what have you got
when you feel the same?
tell me i'm the only one
tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son
tell me i'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you..

despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost
can never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
and i still believe that i cannot be saved..
and i still believe that i cannot be saved..
and i still believe that i cannot be saved..
and i still believe that i cannot be saved.

zero/smashing pumpkins

my reflection.. dirty mirror
is no connection to myself..
i'm your lover.. i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass..
so save your prayers
for when we're really gonna need 'em..
throw all your cares and fly..
wanna go for a ride?

she's the one for me..
she's all i really need.. oh yeah..
she's the one for me..
emptiness is loneliness
and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness
and god is empty.. just like me.

intoxicated with the madness..
i'm in love with my sadness..
bullshit fakers.. enchanted kingdoms..
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth..
i never let on that i was on a sinking ship..
i never let on that i was down.

you blame yourself for what you can't ignore..
you blame yourself for wanting more..
she's the one for me..
she's all i really need.. oh yeah..
she's the one for me..
she's my one and only.

Comments

[Amby]

Sorry to hear about your blog being terrorized :( I hope it gets settled soon. Some people have nothing better to do with their meaningless lives. It's sad, we had people like that at SIA and it can be rather depressing!! So I feel your pain, and don't let them get you down girl! Love ya!

[friendlyghost]

thanks so much..
it really has been depressing.. i miss the drawing pad.. never thought i made enemies but some people just have nothing better to do but be anonymously mean.. it's so chickenshit.

guess we have a real poltergeist here now..?
ghost

[friendlyghost]

so i guess now they fucked up the tunefeed? why don't you just post a real comment and show your pathetic self, motherfucker?

Hey,
I made it in! I had some trouble at first because I was misspelling meow :(

I'M BACK!!!!!!!

I missed ya ghost.

[friendlyghost]

it's cold way down here in the deepfreeze...

man, i'm bummed about all this crap.. trying to fix this and eating up all the tylenol..

hey, at least it works.. you got here!

it's safe as a bombshelter now.. a true ghost blog..

[Emma]

I'm repeating what I wrote at safe haven. Ghost, open up again and lets go to war against these fucks. We can outlast them. We can. Sticks and stones will never reach us here.

[friendlyghost]

hey the tunes came back!
'these boots'.. toxic's blast from the past..

em, sure enough nothing will ever reach us here.. except by invite only..
now i gotta go save gumbyland! brb...
ghost
(no longer that friendly)

[Emma]

Yeah! Now yer talkin' !!!!!

Kickin ass and takin names!

Off to save gumbyland? Here, you'll need a cape.

Take this /\

Blood, guts and veins in yer teeth ghost!!!!

[friendlyghost]

all the little gumbys & pokeys are safe.. gumbyland is good.. and the board's back & tested..
waiting for your next masterpiece, em!!

i mixed up the earsplitter mix with some eclectica..
so whatchya wanna hear next? i got retro rock, new wave, grunge, soft 70's classics.. yeah..
that sounds good.. i'll take us back a few decades tomorrow... ...

[bigdaddyhamburgerpatty]

You know this is the coolest blog site ever, It's a shame that you have to password protect it, but if that's what it takes to protect something that's obviously not only very personal but precious to you, then so be it. It is a shame though, this blog provides an outlet of creativity and a window into your world and what makes you special and unique. Most of all it provides measured exposure for someone who has remained, most of her life the best kept secret on the planet. One wouldn't think that having a little special place to call your own in cyberspace was too much to ask for. A place where not only could you finally make contact and receive and give support but maybe, just maybe those that have known you outside in the real world might get a free unfiltered and unprotected place where they could get a little truth.

[friendlyghost]

you'd think my little corner of the universe is small enough it would be safe.. but evil surrounds us everywhere, man.. possibly in the form of automated robots?
they'll come for us when we're old! and they're strong.. 'cause they're made of metal and they have strong hands...
**shudders**

loveya, bdhp..
now we have a blog bouncer.. my own personal gorilla.. easy big guy!!
ghost