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October 28, 2006

tricks & treats!!

welcome trick'or'treaters!!

crank your speakers and help yourself to popcorn & soda & caramel apples..
last night i dreamed i was visited by the ghost of halloweens past.. so open up your goodie bags for these tricks & treats!! dark rides.. dark reads.. & one creepy window...

everybody scream!
happy halloween!
from ghost & toxic

into the mansion..

jack'o'lantern..

halloween in california..

daniel reads lovecraft..

got pirates?

ulalume..

p.s. tell us about your costume! oh.. and better let dad check out the apples.. there might be razor blades..?

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all the ghosts at the mansion seem to do everything "with ghoulish delight".. this sounds way fun.. from now on i'm gonna do everything i can "with ghoulish delight"..
ghost

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 29, 2006 at 09:01 AM

You are amazing ghost. I cannot believe that pumpkin. I just cannot conceive how you could do something so intricate. I am more embarassed then ever about my jack-o-lanterns. Well, maybe I'll try harder next time.

I checked out almost all the videos. How cute is Dan! You guys are so fun! I'm gonna visit again later. Right now I am completely wiped. Me and little G rode hard. I have to crawl into the tub and convince myself that my legs still belong to the rest of my body.

Posted by: emma | October 29, 2006 at 10:06 AM

em..
toxic couldn't wait? so we're having halloween for several days...
although it's always kinda halloween around here..

that ginormous pumpkin was a killer to carve, man.. it took hours and left me feeling like a cripple with bruises & cuts all covered in seeds & orange slime... !
i think the video clips are better at night!

i'm leaving my laptop up just to listen to the ghostunes.. from american mcgee's alice by chris vrenna of nine inch nails..

didya go for the club ride or the windy solitary one?
let me guess.. tired legs..
you had to show off your mojo!!?! you rock, em!

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 29, 2006 at 10:52 AM

Watched the Shining and Nightmare before Christmas last night. Fun.

I loved that you star in your videos. Now I really feel like I know you :)

Posted by: emma | October 30, 2006 at 02:47 AM

see, em.. now you gotta star in your own video!!

i think nightmare before xmas is out now in 3D..
i love the original 'the shining'..
i just received oldschool sesame street and 'kafka' on dvd from amazon.. long awaited stuff.. can't wait to make popcorn & watch..

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 30, 2006 at 08:35 AM

oh man.. today for some reason the clips hang up while buffering.. come on google! maybe it's my connection..

one more day!

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 30, 2006 at 02:25 PM

tee hee hee!!!!!!!!
toxic & i are shrieking with ghoulish delight over the new pic on the drawing board!!!!!!!!!

it must be my pal, emma!!!!!
;)

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 31, 2006 at 08:09 AM

Boo!

Heading out on my bike with gumby.just ate a ton of candy :) :( :)

Posted by: emma | October 31, 2006 at 08:17 AM

em,
see now you shoulda boarded your mars lander and eaten those hershey bars on the moon! it would've been only a wee bit then...
those are john's weakness too.. the almond ones..
my son is the most twisted of all for he likes those unearthly pale orange circus peanuts!!
he is a circus peanut.

go! gumby! go!

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 31, 2006 at 08:49 AM

i've been workin' on my moon tan for tonight.. since i'm not going out in that freakin' cold to go trick'or'treating (also at my age it's awkward with the neighbors.. wrestling that candy away.. GIVE IT!!) i will virtually wear my costume here in cyberspace..
plain black dress & black buckled shoes, braids and one headless marie antoinette doll..
today i'm wednesday addams!

what's your costume, em? (& scout)

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 31, 2006 at 08:54 AM

I pretty much never do costumes because it gives me the creeps. But the last time I dressed up, I made both Paul and Me into candy corns. What a geek. We went to a party and everyone was either something really scary or shockingly sexy - two things I can't be! Everybody laughed at me for being so rated G. But I am rated G!

Posted by: emma | October 31, 2006 at 05:06 PM

I am the pumpkin! The GREAT pumpkin! Whooo Hoooo and Boooo!!!!!
I have a costume!!!!!

Posted by: emma | October 31, 2006 at 05:12 PM

the best costume i ever did was alice cooper.. with the make-up & tophat & rubber snake around my neck..
everyone liked that one..

dan's costume last year made the kids too scared to come up to the door to trick'or'treat! black hood, robe & scythe, & light up eyes..
the kids practically peed their pants.. even when he was little we fixed him up so scary once he made his cousins cry!! heehee...
we get kinda into it..

Posted by: friendlyghost | October 31, 2006 at 06:11 PM

This is the coolest blog and I love those home movies, it reminds me of when I went to Disneyland...and that Halloween setup looks so familiar..I tell you it's spooky!

Posted by: bigdaddyhamburgerpatty | October 31, 2006 at 08:12 PM

OMG Snugs looks so cute! I know I know I should totally be talking about the movies and the halloween stuff, but awwwwww that cute little meow!! hahaha.

TRICK OR TREAT by the way! Now wheres my candy! Hehehe.

I was a Pagan Hippie for halloween. Wait, no, that's me every day! LOLOLOLOL!

Anyway, I'm tired. I haven't been sleeping lately.

LOVED the videos! You need to get with me and help me figure out how I can do my videos dang it! Hehe. I have a vid-camera too y'know!

LUV YA CHICK! HUGS!

Posted by: Amby | October 31, 2006 at 11:59 PM

hey amby..
thanks for stopping by!!
yeah, i've been accused of treating snug as my favorite!! but of course i love all my furbabies equally.. she's just such a natural snugglebug.. ;)
sorry you're having trouble sleeping.. that i can sure relate to.. but the video thing is super easy to put up online now that google has a new video tab!

bdhp:
ok, my love..
but just know that i've decided to sell you for scientific experimentation.

Posted by: friendlyghost | November 01, 2006 at 08:32 AM

Hey,
Can't believe I never wrote this. Guess I've just been talking about it to other people, but your house decorations and the scary window were incredible. You can hear in the video some of the comments by the kids. Bet they will never forget your house!

Poor bdhp, gulp!

Posted by: emma | November 01, 2006 at 03:38 PM

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