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  • ok i need a whole section just for elder scrolls~oblivion 'cause i'm playing it and loving it way too much right now.. i am so beautifully lost here living as a vampire & i'm never coming back.
    later ~ 430 hours of gameplay all as a vampire & now i'm stuck in limbo in the deadly glitch.. noooo!!
    update: i'm on the methadone of rpgs for my oblivion withdrawls, it's predecessor morrowind ~ the game of the year edition.. these are now my All-Time favorite rpgs, above all others..
    SKYRIM!! 11/11/11!! DAWNGUARD DLC!!
    & more dlc to come!
    the awful tyranny of the sun shall end..

  • come into oblivion with me & tour my homes.. (note: vampirism has changed my appearance & my invisibility is due to stealth..)

  • so many ways to die..

  • realms of madness..

  • a friend in highcross town..

  • bonus morrowind footage..

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October 28, 2006


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all the ghosts at the mansion seem to do everything "with ghoulish delight".. this sounds way fun.. from now on i'm gonna do everything i can "with ghoulish delight"..


You are amazing ghost. I cannot believe that pumpkin. I just cannot conceive how you could do something so intricate. I am more embarassed then ever about my jack-o-lanterns. Well, maybe I'll try harder next time.

I checked out almost all the videos. How cute is Dan! You guys are so fun! I'm gonna visit again later. Right now I am completely wiped. Me and little G rode hard. I have to crawl into the tub and convince myself that my legs still belong to the rest of my body.


toxic couldn't wait? so we're having halloween for several days...
although it's always kinda halloween around here..

that ginormous pumpkin was a killer to carve, man.. it took hours and left me feeling like a cripple with bruises & cuts all covered in seeds & orange slime... !
i think the video clips are better at night!

i'm leaving my laptop up just to listen to the ghostunes.. from american mcgee's alice by chris vrenna of nine inch nails..

didya go for the club ride or the windy solitary one?
let me guess.. tired legs..
you had to show off your mojo!!?! you rock, em!


Watched the Shining and Nightmare before Christmas last night. Fun.

I loved that you star in your videos. Now I really feel like I know you :)


see, em.. now you gotta star in your own video!!

i think nightmare before xmas is out now in 3D..
i love the original 'the shining'..
i just received oldschool sesame street and 'kafka' on dvd from amazon.. long awaited stuff.. can't wait to make popcorn & watch..


oh man.. today for some reason the clips hang up while buffering.. come on google! maybe it's my connection..

one more day!


tee hee hee!!!!!!!!
toxic & i are shrieking with ghoulish delight over the new pic on the drawing board!!!!!!!!!

it must be my pal, emma!!!!!



Heading out on my bike with gumby.just ate a ton of candy :) :( :)


see now you shoulda boarded your mars lander and eaten those hershey bars on the moon! it would've been only a wee bit then...
those are john's weakness too.. the almond ones..
my son is the most twisted of all for he likes those unearthly pale orange circus peanuts!!
he is a circus peanut.

go! gumby! go!


i've been workin' on my moon tan for tonight.. since i'm not going out in that freakin' cold to go trick'or'treating (also at my age it's awkward with the neighbors.. wrestling that candy away.. GIVE IT!!) i will virtually wear my costume here in cyberspace..
plain black dress & black buckled shoes, braids and one headless marie antoinette doll..
today i'm wednesday addams!

what's your costume, em? (& scout)


I pretty much never do costumes because it gives me the creeps. But the last time I dressed up, I made both Paul and Me into candy corns. What a geek. We went to a party and everyone was either something really scary or shockingly sexy - two things I can't be! Everybody laughed at me for being so rated G. But I am rated G!


I am the pumpkin! The GREAT pumpkin! Whooo Hoooo and Boooo!!!!!
I have a costume!!!!!



the best costume i ever did was alice cooper.. with the make-up & tophat & rubber snake around my neck..
everyone liked that one..

dan's costume last year made the kids too scared to come up to the door to trick'or'treat! black hood, robe & scythe, & light up eyes..
the kids practically peed their pants.. even when he was little we fixed him up so scary once he made his cousins cry!! heehee...
we get kinda into it..


This is the coolest blog and I love those home movies, it reminds me of when I went to Disneyland...and that Halloween setup looks so familiar..I tell you it's spooky!


OMG Snugs looks so cute! I know I know I should totally be talking about the movies and the halloween stuff, but awwwwww that cute little meow!! hahaha.

TRICK OR TREAT by the way! Now wheres my candy! Hehehe.

I was a Pagan Hippie for halloween. Wait, no, that's me every day! LOLOLOLOL!

Anyway, I'm tired. I haven't been sleeping lately.

LOVED the videos! You need to get with me and help me figure out how I can do my videos dang it! Hehe. I have a vid-camera too y'know!



hey amby..
thanks for stopping by!!
yeah, i've been accused of treating snug as my favorite!! but of course i love all my furbabies equally.. she's just such a natural snugglebug.. ;)
sorry you're having trouble sleeping.. that i can sure relate to.. but the video thing is super easy to put up online now that google has a new video tab!

ok, my love..
but just know that i've decided to sell you for scientific experimentation.


Can't believe I never wrote this. Guess I've just been talking about it to other people, but your house decorations and the scary window were incredible. You can hear in the video some of the comments by the kids. Bet they will never forget your house!

Poor bdhp, gulp!

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