i have such a headache..
i just wish it would stop..
i'm gonna go downstairs to the game room
where it's good & dark.. & start off into oblivion on xbox360..
daily smith:splitsville
splitsville.. quitsville—
you wanna go to splitsville?
i gotta full tank—lets ride.
and my-my-my-my-my-my-my
splitsville—i know the way
and i’ll end up there one day
in splitsville
on a natural high..
my-my-my-my-my-my-my
i'll be beautiful and never cry..
splitsville, you don’t need a name—
everybody there behaves the same
you’re not the only one who didn’t sleep last night
my-my-my-my-my-my-my
you’ll feel a-okay, quite alright..
is there something you've got waiting?
something you want too much?
hurry up now—you’ll miss your bus to splitsville
and end up right back here
just dreaming about splitsville
splitsville.. splitsville..
you don’t dream of death in the other world—
there’s no diet bars and no pretty girls
no pusher man to fuck up your mind..
my-my-my-my-my-my-my
you’ll feel a-okay all the time..
something you've got waiting?
something you want too much?
hurry up now—you’ll miss your bus to splitsville
and end up right back here.
-ghost
think the headache's finally going? no tylenol today so far...
lost in oblivion all day yesterday.. definitely gotta add it to my favorites list! i have a painted pony, and the world is perfect there.. at night one of the moons is huge & looks like jupiter..
it's a 'beautiful place to get lost'...
ghost
(i'm ghost there too, pale with black eyes,in robes or leather armour, good with a shortsword, high in sneak & natural magic abilities..)
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 20, 2006 at 09:13 AM
i just posted a screenshot on the main post, but i'm playing on bigscreen in hd, so you gotta use your imagination... i'll try to get a shot of my ghost self if i can...
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 20, 2006 at 12:53 PM
got another email from the person re: the retro show.. it's called 'fanatical' and they'd fly a crew out to interview me all about gumby stuff for a day.. that scares me to pieces.. i'm so bummed 'cause i wish i could, but i know i'm too agoraphobic, i'd freak majorly.. i could use the money, too...
man, i feel like such a failure!! why did this just come up to torture me?! AAAAAGGGGHHH!!!!!
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 22, 2006 at 11:17 AM
p.s. now you can get true oracle wisdom using the new 8 ball i added on the left.. it knows all!!
plus there's a place to draw now .. toxic drew a good little ghost, but it doesn't always 'save' the way it's supposed to, sorry!
have fun today!
ghost & toxic
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 22, 2006 at 01:28 PM
Ghost! Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!
I can't believe I missed that post! You're not too agoraphobic - you're ALMOST too agoraphobic:) Man if it wasn't scary it would be no fun anyway! Its just one crew, with lights, cameras, people, questions...oh, that's not helping :) Oh, just throw yourself off the cliff this one time! What does Toxic say? She must be wild about this. Someone else is going to do it! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I told K all about it and she is very upset that someone else might do it and not you. Its yours to do, you have the right. God I want you to do this. Oh, think some more about it. Scare the shit out of yourself by doing it. You can always hide later. Somebody has to explain gumby's goodness properly. What if the person they get does a bad job? What will happen if they come? What do you fear you will feel and do? Is there no getting around it? It came to torture you for a reason. I'm GOIN TO THE 8 BALL WITH THIS ONE!!!!!!!!
Posted by: Emma | September 23, 2006 at 12:39 PM
8 ball says most likely. You're in.
Posted by: emma | September 23, 2006 at 12:47 PM
oh crap, the 8 ball says?
...
i'm someone that starts having panic attacks like weeks in advance.. so, it's hard. i dissociate so bad.. don't know if it's worth it.. i've almost jumped out a window when i felt cornered before, it's a weird reaction.. toxic just feels like she absolutely has to get away, no matter what.. so i can't plan for that very well.. everything i do has to have like escape hatches..
it's to torture me..
that's why..
it's not fair!
don't think i can, really..
wish it was something more amateur.. i'd send in a tape.. man, i even paint my favorite gumby episodes..
have you been on my fun links page? that's love, man! they can't take that from me...
..sniff
..
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 23, 2006 at 07:46 PM
Sorry about your headaches. Miss you.
Posted by: Amby | September 23, 2006 at 08:58 PM
Of course I've been there! :)
I understand. Keep passing the open windows friend.
Posted by: emma | September 24, 2006 at 06:57 AM
thanks for understanding.. and hi amby!
i can safely jump off all the high places in oblivion, maybe some day this will leave my system?
mr smith said,
'to vanish into oblivion
is easy to do..
and i try to be,
but you know me,
i come back when you want me to...'
(wish he could come back.)
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 24, 2006 at 10:53 AM
on second thought, no..
i'm sure he's happier where he is..
p.s. who drew the blue girl poking her eye?
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 24, 2006 at 10:55 AM
aw, man.. my drawing pad won't work right! i had a good little caterpillar on a mushroom toking on a hookah and it fucked it all up on the save..
to me the new thom yorke song 'skip divided' sounds like that caterpillar getting high and blowing smokerings like on the disney alice... all through that song..
ahh.. the old days...
...
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 24, 2006 at 11:16 AM
I drew the eye thing. And if you don't know who drew the bike thing, I quit!
Green seems to misbehave more than other colors I think.
Posted by: Emma | September 24, 2006 at 12:31 PM
Wait! where the hell is my bike. Oh, damn. Back to the drawing board...
Posted by: emma | September 24, 2006 at 12:32 PM
Well, this is interesting. Now my bike pic is back. Let see what happens next.
Posted by: emma | September 24, 2006 at 12:34 PM
Did I just go thru a security check to make sure I was not an automated robot? Your site is freakin me out. And green did go nuts, and my blue and yellow turned green. Oh, but my brown is wonderful :)
Posted by: em | September 24, 2006 at 12:36 PM
yes, green went wrong with my caterpillar.. once you use green.. it freaks out.
my pink mushroom turned green... i'm gonna look for a better drawing pad...
the bike is wonderful!
spokes even!!
and a big blue flower...
see you are creative!
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 24, 2006 at 02:17 PM
Hey! Well, it does fuck up a lot. I have one of those on my website. And even when you take your hand off the clicker.. Like to make a break in the line.. Even when the picture does save, it's like all one line or something! Weird. And sometimes mine wont even save! :(
Anywho. Hugs.
Posted by: Amby | September 24, 2006 at 02:29 PM
I was going to attempt to draw something on your new drawing thing.. But.. All I can really draw on here are really sad representations of genitalia. I figured that'd be a bit rude of me.. So I'll pass, and leave it be for now. lol.
Posted by: Amby | September 24, 2006 at 02:33 PM
Oh the humanity!!!
Is that gumby on a mushroom smoking a hooka?
Quick! Someone draw really sad representations of genitalia to save us!
What a world...
Posted by: Emma | September 24, 2006 at 02:49 PM