snowball in hell

i have seen the dark...

i
can't
see
the
meaning
of
this
life
i'm
leading
i
try
to
forget
you
as
you
forgot
me
this
time
there
is
nothing
left
for
you
to
take
this
is
goodbye

...summer is miles and miles away
and no one would ask me to stay
and i should contemplate this change to
ease the pain
and i should step out of the rain..
turn away...

close
to
ending
it
all
i
am
drifting
through
the
stages
of
the
rapture
born
within
this
loss
thoughts
of
death
inside
tear
me
apart
from
the
core
of
my
soul

...summer is miles and miles away
and no one would ask me to stay
and i should contemplate this change to
ease the pain
and i should step out of the rain..
turn away...

(at times the dark is fading slowly
but it never sustains
would someone watch over me
in my time of need?)

...summer is miles and miles away
and no one would ask me to stay
and i should contemplate this change
to ease the pain
and i should step out of the rain..
turn away...
and i should contemplate this change
to ease the pain
and i should step out of the rain..
turn away.

opeth

circling the drain...

no s.i. - 16 days
no alcohol - 344 days

another migraine.
i can feel my mood already beginning
to circle the drain...

mad world/gary jules
(my favorite song)

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places..
worn out faces...
bright and early for their daily races
going nowhere..
going nowhere...
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression..
no expression...
hide my head i want to drown my sorrow
no tommorow..
no tommorow...

and i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very
mad world..
mad world...

children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday..
happy birthday...
and to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen..
sit and listen...
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me..
no one knew me...
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me..
look right through me...

and i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very very
mad world..
mad world...

(enlargen your world)
mad world...

ghost

'this is the way the world ends..
this is the way the world ends..
this is the way the world ends..
not with a bang, but with a whimper..'
t.s. eliot