not anymore i guess?
lately i feel like i just gotta keep safe...
(yay.. it's really raining now...
major thunder & lightning & hail!!)
god, i'm just so tired of pain,
just make it fucking stop.. please?
daily smith
the ghost of your smile
is always looking for new
bodies to haunt
and it's been here
and disappeared..
it's hanging around aloofly
for awhile
gradually gone
it's pleasing
and freezing..
well, i wonder what it is
you're after?
keeping company with this
disaster..
you looked all over town
got turned around
to walk back through the mud
the kind you had left behind you
everybody's the same in this
long no-win game
where every new blood gets time
to become resigned..
now i wonder
what it is you're after?
keeping company with this disaster
why you never tried
to tame your master..
you just blow through the coals
blow through the coals
blow through the coals
till everyone knows
that your smile is just a ghost...
p.s. next day and more freakish bad dreams.. really strange visit with my mother & father, we were all much younger, i was still smoking, out walking alone in the middle of the night, and they (my parents) seemed like a real angry threat.. then some guy in my dream was bleeding droplets of blood right out of the pupils of his eyes.. really scary.. shit. give me a break, i'm maxed out on tylenol and feeling sick... give me a break! really depressed, but i guess that goes without saying...
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 15, 2006 at 10:18 AM
Thats because you got a letter from your mother, right? Hey, do you think the guy was Susie pissing out her eyeballs? Ha ha ha. But no, really. I brought that up. You think it snuck in?
Posted by: Em | September 15, 2006 at 04:43 PM
oh man! that's right you said that! you snuck that into my subconscious and see...!
my parents are space aliens.. i need a reminder or i start feeling sorry for them..
man, poor susie.. that's definitely misfit material...
em, i laughed so hard about the snowcave/isolation thing, i kinda feel better.. so you made up for that nightmare suggestion..
hee hee!
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 15, 2006 at 05:32 PM
aw, man..
i just got another letter from my mother, she was happy i sent her pictures..
she sent me a nice nice letter.. ..
..
somebody just shoot me..
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 15, 2006 at 09:05 PM
___ . BANG!
/ '
Posted by: Emma | September 16, 2006 at 03:43 PM
still here?
oh yeah.. i'm already a ghost...
Posted by: friendlyghost | September 16, 2006 at 04:01 PM