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a ghost.. a real ghost.. has no need to die.. what is he/she except a being without access to the universe that he has not yet managed to forget?
~ randall jarrell

i officially talk to myself here in the comments, or to visitors as long as they're not robots.. any comments are welcome ;)
In limbo
rows of never opened doors:
ghost gallery quarantine area (use a laptop or pc with firefox or google chrome browser for essential music, no phones)
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all rights reserved..

ghost stories
(blood & butterflies..)

  • these are excerpts from the book toxic & i wrote about our childhood... it's called 'brenda was here'.. let me know what you think/comments? p.s. stories here are non fiction/true. (privately hosted ~ if you're interested in reading this just ask:)

vintage kids can come & visit the ghost toy catalogue here.. (sound up)
the friendlyghost album ~ welcome to my photo album..
we live in wonderland.. :)
i hope you enjoy me & my guys & kitties, the places we go & things we enjoy..
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Beloved sleep
cemeteria album ~
remember me as you pass by.. as you are now so once was i.. as i am now so you will be.. prepare for death and follow me..
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family tree album ~
this addition to the cemeteria album is especially for my own lost loved ones..
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a POEtry reading...

my elliott smith lyric page (sound up)
portland haunts album ~
is mr smith haunting portland? come see snaps of elliott smith landmarks & other local spots..
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the library..

things behind the sun (journals)
a mouthfull of razorblades (journals)
ghost at the gate's items Go to ghost at the gate's photostream
Laurelhurst trees
january trees album ~
january trees ~ winter shows her bones.. the tree is the psyche, the spirit, the whole self.. our inner world..
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toxic was here ~
vintage socal, birthdays & halloweens..
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halloween mini album ~
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Bren alice patreon
ghost pix album ~ rpg videogame screenshots, lol kitties & all kinds of goodies.. (use a pc or laptop to hear my game mix here)

home to oblivion..

  • ok i need a whole section just for elder scrolls~oblivion 'cause i'm playing it and loving it way too much right now.. i am so beautifully lost here living as a vampire & i'm never coming back.
    later ~ 430 hours of gameplay all as a vampire & now i'm stuck in limbo in the deadly glitch.. noooo!!
    update: i'm on the methadone of rpgs for my oblivion withdrawls, it's predecessor morrowind ~ the game of the year edition.. these are now my All-Time favorite rpgs, above all others..
    SKYRIM!! 11/11/11!! DAWNGUARD DLC!!
    & more dlc to come!
    the awful tyranny of the sun shall end..

  • come into oblivion with me & tour my homes.. (note: vampirism has changed my appearance & my invisibility is due to stealth..)

  • so many ways to die..

  • realms of madness..

  • a friend in highcross town..

  • bonus morrowind footage..

  • welcome to skyrim..

ghost closet...

haunted home movies..

ghost charity

ghost space


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September 24, 2006


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yes, my happy little psychedelic gumby caterpillar is toking on an ice water hashish hookah..
i was happy once...


ok more than once..
like allllllllllll the time..


Happy unbirthday Ghost! That's a big one. Keep going!!
Can't wait to try the music thing - not now, I'm at work. Love the toys here.

Glad Mr. Smith sent you something special. Must be an unbirthday present.


oh, man.. i guess i better go to bed? it's like 3...


i'll change the mix every day so it won't get stale...


I think I broke the tunes thing. I was sort of exploring (more like got lost) and on came the orange thing. Sorry. And you were up all night.


em, don't worry.. i don't know what orange thing came up, but the ghostunes are playing fine..?
so it's ok..
whatever it is will probably just refresh itself..
it can't break!
you probably just mixed up your pc?


i figured out that if you forward to a song & it loads but won't play.. just pause then unpause & it starts..
also the comments don't stick to a specific song.. too bad.. they're general.
lost my little wasted gumbypillar somehow?
oh well, zoloftman's better.
hey, em! the board's kinda slow, huh? anyone else you know we should invite?


Oh, good. That's a relief :)

I guess the board is slow. Nah, I don't know anyone.

Zoloftman's days are numbered...


good lord!!!
somebody released the kraken!! arrgh!
me ship's sinkin' down fast! davey jones awaits us in the briney deep!!
shiver me timbers!!!
where's (captain) jack sparrow??!!!


p.s. saints preserve us!!
save the rum!!!!!!!!!!!!!


its a good one right? I'm proud. Now, wipe it out and give me something to wipe out :)
snowball in hell is playing and this one I dig! He has his beatle moments. There was a song that was just playing and it went away when I went to comments and it was WAY beatles, but alas, I didn't get the name.


Ghost, this is the message I get after 2 songs play: (this is the "orange" thing)

None of the remaining 20 songs in this TuneFeed can be played right now because of license regulations. Please try again in a few hours.


yeah, mr smith was known for his beatlesesqueness..
(my own new word!)
my username before i became a ghost was always snowballinhell...

ok, that sounds like a bandwidth thing.. it plays all 20 in the mix here... let me see, maybe my hubby knows what to do... hmmm...

p.s. that pic is exceptional!


by the way.. that shouldn't happen anymore now that i updated the bandwidth.. hope it's playing the whole mix ok now?
threw in rare beatles covers at the beginning & end!
p.s. i wanna change my middle name to smith...

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    "i suppose so," said Alice.
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