i'm watching the scifi twilight zone marathon.. watched the first one years ago on good old channel 5 (los angeles).. and just about every one since..
the twilight zone
...
it's no good.. i have no hope left when it comes to people.. and i'll die alone without them.
not what i ever wanted.
ever notice as you're sitting through the hardsell at the dr's or psych's for the latest greatest (fill in the blank with lexepro, effexor, paxil, celexa, wellbutrin, zoloft...) how they always stop at least a couple times to say, "i'm not pushing or anything, but..." ?
how can you trust someone who will not trust you?
anyone within the reach of my lonely blog please click on the little zoloftman down on the right-hand side of this blog and read the first page and the "leave a comment" link...
friendlyghost
soundgarden today.. a little early.. whatever
4TH OF JULY
shower in the dark day
clean sparks diving down
cool in the waterway
where the baptized drown
naked in the cold sun
breathing life like fire
thought i was the only one
but that was just a lie
cause i heard it in the wind
and i saw it in the sky
i thought it was the end
i thought it was the 4th of july
pale in the flare light
the scared light cracks and disappears
and leads the scorched ones here
and everywhere no one cares
a fire is spreading
but no one wants to speak about it
down in the hole
jesus tries to crack a smile
beneath another shovel load
and i heard it in the wind
i saw it in the sky
i thought it was the end
i thought it was the 4th of july
now i'm in control
now i'm in the fallout
once asleep but now i stand
and i still remember
your sweet everything
light a roman candle
and hold it in your hand
cause i heard it in the wind
and i saw it in the sky
i thought it was the end
i thought it was the 4th of july.
p.s. if i were going to make myself sick & crazy using a drug to feel better, it sure as shit is gonna be a drug of my choice...
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